Days of my life

Oh my goodness

2011-06-11T19:47:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone!

So my last post was in January. It now June and half way through the year. It's has been a very hectic and busy year for me so far. Just can't wait to finish the school year and have lots of free months next year. A-Levels is this year. It's a major year for the lots of us.

Currently we're having our second term school holiday. It has been a busy week too. Need to find a free tome for my friends to come over and just hang out. I miss them, like those who are not in the same school with me.

Social life is awesome. a few complications though. But it's life we all go through these kind of things.

Anyway it's just a short post!

TTFN!

Peace out!

whatup

2011-01-28T17:40:00.002+08:00

I realize I haven't been here in a while, so here I am! Life have been really hectic and I've got so much to think about I think if more problems keep on coming I will loose my mind eventually. School is really tiring but I'm coping so I guess it's all good. I've got BGIC stuff to prepare too and need to constantly do revision even though I didn't really do it. I really need to have self-discipline.

Chinese New Year is coming up soon, we're going off to Penang for about 4 days then right after I come back I've got MPR in school. I still wonder why I don't collapse in school. Hopefully after the whole BGIC thing I'll be less stress out. Currently I've tons of research to do. *sigh*

I'm planning some CNY things at the moment and I seriously have to clear my mind a bit.

Going through so much at this moment, even issues with friends. I don;t know if some people are my true friends or not, or maybe some of my friends just got tired of me and decide to leave me behind and find them some new friends. But maybe I'm just thinking too much.

I think I need to get out of Brunei like for a whole year then I'll be able to see who really misses me.

Anyway TTFN

Peace out!

I feel the need to blog!

2011-01-07T18:11:00.002+08:00

So hey y'all, as my title say so, I feel the need to blog. So here it goes. New Year was alright, nothing special. I was stuck at home doing my homework. Thank God I manage to finish my work. School started and it was alright too. We started everything in school straight away. We just jump into lessons. I guess I'm getting use to it already. Got loads of work to do. I feel like there' so much to do in so little time. I feel like I don't have time to do other things.

I guess everything need to slowly settle down, but wait no...... I've got BGIC stuff to deal with. I can't wait for that to be over. I need a good rest during the holiday. For now I just need to focus on whatever need to be focus on. I need to start on my research, I need to do my daily revision, I need to do my homework, I need to do research on university and how to start on my personal statement.

I feel so busy and tired. So much and it's not just school stuff to deal with.

I guess this is what every teenager goes through.

I'm trying not to get myself involve in so much things this year. I better keep to my words.

anyway TTFN :)

Happy 2011 everyone!!

2011-01-01T01:10:00.001+08:00

Hey everyone happy new year 2011 is finally here! The new year lets everyone out there around the world to have a fresh start. It's the time to face new challenges in life and grow a little more, learn new things in life. You might regret certain things last year but forget about it already and move on.

2010 was definitely an awesome year for me. Last year was definitely a year of many changes for me. I learn to adapt new things in my life, meet lots of new wonderful friends, they are truly amazing. 2010 was also a year of growth for me, I definitely learnt a lot of new things about growing up and life. I obviously also learnt that I gotta work extra hard in form 6. It ain't easy at all! Last year I definitely make a change in my own life in the choice of my path, I am grateful to have my love ones still beside me and still loving and supporting me. It will be almost 2 years since my dad's passing. We still miss him a whole lot but we're still trying to stay strong and we are. I am grateful for the people who still continue to support and look after my family. It is a blessing indeed to have kind and genuine people around me.

Anyway new year means note new things for me to be thankful about. I can already start!

I am already thankful to be able to spend the new year with my family and thankful for the things I still have in my life. Life is indeed awesome!

This year I plan to work extra hard in school and study hard for my exams this year. I also want to save as much money as I can instead of spending them. I want to face new challenges and not fear them. I want to achieve another dream this year ( let's hope this will happen).

Anyway TTFN have a wonderful and blessed new year! Let's hope 2011 will be awesome for everyone. God bless :)

My early 18th b'day

2010-12-05T14:29:00.002+08:00

Hey y'all, 2 days ago was awesome, I celebrated my 18th b'day with a bunch of my friends. They are really amazing and they really made my day. I got to see those friends who I haven't seen in ages and also at the same time hang out with those who I enjoy their company. I got lots of presents and they are all wrapped up, you may think why am I happy about this, well it's cuz I haven't got wrapped up presents in so many years. So it's really nice to receive those wrapped up presents. It was an all smiles day for me. It was just pure awesome. I really had fun, oh they even performed "Just the way you are" for me!! My life is almost complete. I know it sounds overly dramatic.....oh well...

Yesterday we had a mini family gathering at my aunt's house. It's actually a surprise b'day party for my cousin. It was fun you know like catching up with family. I especially had a good time chatting my my aunt, Gaby. Lots of good food but too bad I can't eat. My braces were tightened and it hurts when I chew. I was so hungry! Anyway, it was fun and tiring though.

Today in church was fun too, I went to 1st service with mummy then I stayed for 2nd service and just hang out with them people.

Will be flying off to KL and Penang this coming Wednesday, I got to pack and yeah....I'm so looking forward to the trip.

Okay TTFN!

Super huge update!

2010-11-30T11:50:00.002+08:00

First of all, I am finally a proud owner of an iPhone 4G :D

Yup that's the huge update.....okay that all........................

Kidding :P

Anyway.... so much have happened this past few weeks. My Aunt Flo and her family are back in Brunei. Her family meaning my uncle Johan and my new baby cousin Eloise. They all flew here from France, so the whole family finally got to see the new baby. She is just adorable and a bundle of joy.

Moving on, about BGIS, I got in, I will be one of the delegate next year! After a nerve wrecking "Audition" for a spot to be in BGIC, I finally got it! It's pretty exciting and now it means I got to go find a nice blazer and some smart looking clothes.

YDM recently just had their 2nd annual Parents appreciation night. It was a really fun night. I definitely did dress up, I wore my dark blue dress, put on my contact lens and also some mascara. Some people could not even recognize me, yeah I look kinda different cuz my contacts made my eyes look different. So anyway I was asked to give a short speech about my growth in YDM, and I did. So I was pretty nervous when I gave my speech. I was shaking even though I pretty much know almost everyone there. So after my speech I was told that my speech sounded like a Farewell speech and it was pretty emotional, some people even wanted to cry o_o

I was like okayyyyy............

Oh yeah also they gave out some awards for people who are active in YDM, bot my sister and I got one of the prize and the other 5 were guys. So yeah. We got a complimentary movie ticket and $3 for popcorn! Awesome right.

We took loads of picture that night, meaning it was really fun.

The day after that, some of my friends came over, they were, Bleessy, Joycie, Michlle, Emily, Caroline, Ryan and Marcus. It was really fun. We had karaoke, ate some pizza and we even play Barbie dolls. We didn't actually play them, we just dress them up. So yeah.... It was fun really fun. I want them to come over again.

Then on the following day, on Sunday, my sister was part of the Broadway musical competition. STPRI came in 1st runner up aka 2nd place. This was very surprising seeing that other school had like awesome costume and stuff, but after I analyse it, STPRI did put out an awesome performance, they had great stage presence and the plot was funny too, meaning it was good.

The whole show was really enjoyable.

Yesterday I went out with Syaf we hung out at the mall went to watch a movie and spent a whole lot of money which I feel uber guity now :S

anyway got to go. till next time...

Hectic life?

2010-11-04T19:40:00.002+08:00

I feel very tired for some reason, even though my exam is over, I really feel tired. I've got to prepare a presentation for my history class, plus I've got to prepare a 1 minute speech for the BGIC auditioning thing. Cuz now there's like 19 spot left and and there are 13 of us competing for a spot.

BGIC does indeed sound like a scary thing but it will be a very good experience. I'd like to go through BGIC and see how smart people are about current situations and so much more. Let me tell you this, at this point my confidence level is very low,cuz when I look at the room just now I'm up against 22 other smart students who have better English than me. Yeah that's how low my confidence is for this thing. I've started on some research though, on the UN website and ISB's website. I'm searching for more information on YouTube too. Next year's topic will be "Women in the 21st century" it's an interesting topic. The thing is that I don't really know how BGIC works and I don't know how they're starting their speech, I'm SCARE!!

Anyway, about my history presentation, i don't know how's it coming along, well? I don't know..... Let me tell you this,my teacher definitely haven't teach us that topic yet and we're told to find out what's it about and all that stuff and make a presentation. I really hate presentation but we have to. I think for my group we've found most of the points already, we just need to put it into the power point and arrange the whole thing properly. Overall, it should be alright.

But yeah, my life has been good. Trying to work out and all that. Next week I'll try to go for a jog with my friends again. We all need to loose weight, Me and my friends we are definitely very unhealthy. We fast walked for 2 rounds and we are already feeling tired, but I tried to push them to go for a few more rounds. We're aiming to jog for 20 rounds next week, well at least I am, they planned to jog for 10 rounds only. I really need to loose weight before my early b'day celebration. I need to look good in a dress!

Speaking of dress, I need to get a new pretty dress :) ooo~~ I heard that this afternoon, there was a fire at the Mall, not sure which part but yeah, someone took a picture of smoke coming out from the top of the building, maybe it's at the food court. I hope nothing too serious though.

Let's have a recap about my life in form 6, it has a been a roller coaster ride for me. I never enjoy school this much. I really enjoy school, I'm always looking forward to school, because I've got awesome friends there and I know when I need someone to hear me out, they will always be there for me. I am really bless to have them in my life. I am honestly thankful for that. School of course can be stressful, especially for 6, cuz we've got so much to study even though I've only got 4 subjects to study but the content of each subject is like whoa!! But yeah I just seriously need to manage my time properly. In conclusion, I love it :)

I'll stop here, till next time! TTFN!

Peace- out :)

Gabe Bondoc replied my Tweet!!

2010-10-23T20:13:00.002+08:00

Hello. I know i just blogged not too long ago but anyway, something awesome just happen not too long ago.

So you know this awesome singer on YouTube named Gabe Bondoc, he replied my tweet!

So I was browsing twitter and he tweeted "What time is it where you are? Whatcha up to?" So then I just randomly reply without expecting any reply from him knowing there would be tons of people tweeting him, and I tweeted "@gabebondoc it's 7.30pm here now and I'm about to do my history essays wish me luck :)"

Then a few moments later, I saw there's some new tweets and so I click to see what it was, and to my surprise, he replied my tweet saying"@katchin92 Good luck! Go get 'em." and I started freaking out, I was like "He replied my tweet! He tweeted me!!"

My mom at first was confuse then I reminded her about the video I showed her a few months ago of him singing in one of his video and she was like "Ohh him"

So anyway, this tweet just made my night and motivated me more in doing my homework! See how it relates to my previous post about motivation, how freaking awesome is this!!!

Anyway if you don't know him, here's a video of him singing and if you wanna watch more videos of him just search it on YouTube :)

enjoy!!

I am freaking happy right now!!

Encouragement

2010-10-23T19:11:00.002+08:00

Hola :)

Today at YDM we talked about team work and encouragement. You know sometime we forget about encouraging people, to give them a boost to help them through whatever they're going through. Encouragement, is such a powerful thing, when some discourage you, you would tend to feel worthless and not motivated. Then when you receive an encouragement, it helps you so much even in a big way or small way. You'll have more motivation to do what you want to do and you would feel like someone actually does support you. So yeah encouragement s awesome.Encourage people more often, as often as you can. Of course encourage people to do good things not bad things.

So like me now I need a little encouragement for my revision. Need to do a whole lot of reading

So anyway, next week in my busy exam week, I need to focus on my History and I can say that I've been slacking on my revision. So I think by tomorrow I'll stop using the computer again. After next Thursday, I'll be free-ish, so work before play. I must really follow that policy.

Yesterday I went to Miri to tighten my braces and changed the colour to red and lilac. Thank God we are able to go Miri and come back safely without any accident and what not. So Thank God for that. The next time I'm going will be in December and I can't wait for December too cuz I'll be celebrating my birthday with my friends which is awesome cuz I haven't done that in years.

I shall stop here now and get back to work/ revision. TTFN

Peace out

I'm just being random.

2010-10-17T17:57:00.002+08:00

First of all I'm posting some randmon pictures just because I'm bored.

Next, this was the face I had when I looked at my Psychology papers. Well it also goes for any other papers which is tough. Plus homework too.

And as you can see Mr.Gorgeous here, Ian is just a very good looking human being. I need to watch the Vampire Diaries season 2, like seriously need to. Just look at him, ain't he gorgeous or what?

Moving on Mr. Nicholas Jerry Jonas. He has an amazing voice as you people know. Plus when he performed in Les Mis, he sound so amazing, way different from when he is performing with his brothers. It's just awesome, like if his album is filled with that voice, I would buy it too. He just pure perfection.
Lastly, save the best for last. My hubby, Ryan Allen Sheckler. He is still awesome and amazing. I still love him oh so much, just haven't been thinking about him a lot lately. I'm planning to watch "Life of Ryan" again after my exam. I have to. I miss him. He is doing well and yes, he won the X-Games this year and I'm so proud of him. One day I'll meet him and we shall fall in love and live happily ever after. Just look at that picture.

So anyway, I'm stuck with my History homework assignment and yeah I got distracted. Tomorrow my afternoon class is cancel, so it means I would have time to do my lit homework and what not and then officially start my history revision.

TTFN, till next time. I shall stop here.

Once again just look at Ryan's picture, oh gosh. I can fall in love with him over and over again everyday.

The list of things to do.

2010-10-15T22:54:00.002+08:00

I've been away for oh so long time, well I'm having my AS exam now and today I just had my psychology paper2. It was alight but I'm definitely gonna take the exam again next year. I need to now concentrate on my History, I've got about 2 weeks left or probably less than that.

Anyway, I'm feeling quite relax now, after my psychology paper. So yeah. I'm gonna spend my weekend finishing my assignments and what no. After the exams I've got lots of things to do on my list. I'm planning to make some bracelets and sell them probably for $5 each, it's not confirm yet but we;ll see, cuz my plan never work out, or they never happen. So hopefully I'll be able to make some bracelets and make some profit out of it. I'm planning to continue writing more stories and one of my wish is to publish one of my story in a book ad sell it and make some money out of t too. Now, it just sound like I'm only thinking about money, well it's 50/50. I kinda have this growing interest in doing business. My one other dream is to open a Forever 21 franchise outlet here in Brunei, "Put it in the yellow bag"

Moving on, I may be feeling tired now, yes I must admit studying form 6 is definitely tiring but it has been bringing me so much joy, I'm having a great time in from 6 and I can't wait to go to upper 6 and continue my studies. I can't wait to score well in my June AS next year. My advise for anyone who is planning to go to form 6, be prepare for it, don't give up so easily if you are determine to experience form 6 life, here's an amazing quote that I came across,

"Don not give up, the beginning is always the hardest."

2010-09-13T20:26:00.001+08:00

Happy holiday so far...

2010-09-07T21:44:00.002+08:00

Hello there!

So today is 5th day of school holiday already. So far so good. I've been enjoying my holiday but I haven't done any of my revision yet. I still got tons of homework to do but I seem to be dragging it, which I really shouldn't.

Yesterday I went out with my lovely friends. We hang out at Kiulap then we had sungkai dinner at the Ice bar cafe. It was the best outing with friends I've ever had. We really had a great time we even went to the saloon to get our hair done, well not all of use but still we had a great time. There were 7 of us all together Lynnie was there too but she went home around 5 ish. Too bad she had to leave early, really miss her and it was great to see her again. Anyway we are planning to have another outing soon at Kiulap too.

Moving on, as I've said I haven't been doing my revision, that's because I've been watching DVDs. Yesterday I watched "Killers" starring Katherine Heigal and Ashton Kutcher. It's a great movie, i really enjoyed it and Ashton look uber hot in the movie. The next movie I'm planning to watch is "The last song" and follow by my DVD set of "The IT Crowd". So I better go now.

Peace-out.

I finally got my credit!

2010-08-28T22:36:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

This week has been great. It hasn't been too tiring for me and this weekend is cool cuz we got long weekend holiday :)

I finally finish all my homework which are due on Monday. This means tomorrow I can relax and enjoy my Sunday. My GodBrother is coming over to my place tomorrow and we're gonna be playing video game, it will be awesome.

Oh here's a good news :) Last week I got my result for my BM June O'level. I'm happy to say that I got a C for my BM! Thank God! It was a huge sigh of relief when I receive my result. Bot my mom and I had a short happy cry :P

Moving on, school holiday is coming up soon, well actually it starts next week, i so can't wait for it. I'll be going to school till Thursday then it's holiday :) These kind of school holiday are the ones that I'm thankful for cuz after so many weeks of school, we are bound to get tired, our energy is drain out by all the homework and long hours in school. I swear form 6 has the most homework ever, compare to my time in secondary school.

school is cool

the new people i meet along the way are cool

life so far have been calm

music around me are beautiful

I just want to sleep, I need to hibernate, like seriously!

okay bye now :)

clean up

2010-08-18T20:46:00.003+08:00

So today I don't have much work form school to do, so it's pretty relaxing for me tonight,. But anyway, one of my aunt is coming from KL, She'll be staying with us for a day only but yeah we gotta tidy up the house anyway. So my mom as usual will order me to clean a certain part of the house, but I went a mile further and cleaned the whole bedroom instead. Hard work does pays off cuz after that my mom gave me $10 :D

I think I've been enjoying too much food these few days and I've been fattening myself up way too much, I have to cut down on my food intake, but food is too good to ignore, so we'll just see how I'll ignore them :P

Peace-out.

Life is indeed confusing.

2010-08-17T16:42:00.003+08:00

Hey,

I'm back again , well actually my friend realized that I haven't blogged in a while and I promised her that I'd blog. So this blog is to you girl. P.S. I miss talking to you :)

Moving on....I haven't been blogging is because my time has been filled with tons of assignments, Especially for History. It's been filling up my time. I seriously can;t wait for the next school holiday which is like 2 weeks away. School has been fine. It's the fasting month now so school finishes a bit earlier which is awesome, but the timetable seem to be very cramped together. I think my psychology teacher is gonna give us extra class to finish up our syllabus. We really need to finish up the syllabus, especially when AS is this October. Oh talking about school, there's this one youth leadership program thing which will be taking place in the USA and i heard it will be in NY, about that I was not chosen for the program as expected. Also my exam would clash with the program cuz the leaving date would be on the 27th of October but I've got exam till 2nd November. So yeah, just my luck. Sometimes when school makes me stress, I question myself agian why in the first place did I want to enter form 6 when I knew it would be stressful and tough. I guess maybe I just want to challenge myself or maybe I just want to say that I've been to form 6 and experience college life.

Anyway, I've been enjoying YDM a lot lately, more that I did before. People there are awesome and the friends I've made there are amazing. Now I'm always looking forward to go there every Saturday. There's just something about it that makes me enjoy the place.

I also can't wait for December. I'll finally be able to go to Penang to visit my grandparents and of course shopping. This time I shall be shopping in Forever 21 and TopShop and some other awesome shops too.

I've been wondering.....boys are really confusing. This year I actually got to find out why people always say boys are confusing. Well they might compliment you and all and make you feel great and happy but the thing is that you don't know if they meant it or not, whether if they say it because they like like you or they just say it because it's a fact. See even this is confusing.

Ooo~~ here's an awesome song by Bruno Mars. One of my awesome friend introduce me this song and I love it now. Also the cute Nick Jonas singing "Introducing me" I absolutely love it.

Enjoy the videos and bye for now :)

Peace-out!

People can be very ungrateful...........

2010-07-30T17:58:00.002+08:00

Hello,

I haven't been blogging as much as I did before, but yeah anyway...........Today I had an awesome time with my mom. We went out to run some errands then after that I decided to go to this one shop, they have awesome jewellery. I will always go there to buy my accessories. I got myself like 2 pairs of cute earrings and a very cute bracelet. While I was looking around I saw some pretty bangles and though it would be great to get my sister one since she wasn't with us just now. So I came home and gave it to her and you know what this girl is so damn ungrateful. She does not appreciate the fact that I have the thought to get her something, it's really sad. I feel so angry that she don't appreciate the gift she even complain that it's ugly. Can you imagine how sad I am. Honestly this sister of mine does not deserve a big sis like me. It's like asdfghjkl!

So anyway I finally finish my 3RD MPR on Thursday so I'm free till my next test. Got some essays to write and yeah. Life have been well too, it has been well in some way. I've made a few new good friends who can possibly be my addition new best friends. I love my friends they're all awesome in their own way. What's awesome about my group of friends s that we are all different and our different personalities make us all very interesting as a group of friends. I am one again truly thankful for having these friends around me.

The X Games 16 is on now and Ryan is back in the game skating. He was placed 1st in the men's street skate round. Which means he's in the finals. I'm so happy he's in the finals hoping he'll get gold this year. Let's pray for that now. I know he can do it, he's been working so hard for this. He'll be fine.

That's all for now,

Peace-out !

We're like that.

2010-07-18T14:50:00.003+08:00

As promised these are the pictures that I said to post. These are the people I hang out with everyday....well almost everyday. They are awesome and without them in school with me I think my days in school would be boring. Because of them I look forward to go to school everyday. I love them all.

Friends

2010-07-15T00:06:00.003+08:00

Hello!

I just realize I haven't blogged in a while so here I am bloggin' now. So anyway lots have happened. And all is well. I've been having a great time going to school because of my awesome friends. They all are seriously awesome.

Last Sunday I went to the beach with YDM for FUN IN THE SUN. It was fun indeed. I had tons of fun getting tan and wet. Although one thing I didn't like was my hair. It did not want to stay still at all. I looked though my pictures and in all the shots my hair is messed up big time.

Yesterday me and my friends we super hyper in school. We took tons of pictures and couldn't stop laughing. It was seriously the best laugh I have in a while.

Friends are really important people in everyone's life, they come in to your life and it's amazing how they an affect you big time. They are willing to listen to you share thoughts and just have fun together. I truly appreciate all the best friends I have.Never would I ever imagine that I would have so much best friends. The friends I have now in my life I can tell who will be the one there for me when I need them those people who I can truly call them my friend. I now have about 9-10 best friends. Which some people might think it's too much but I think it's perfect. Well it's me so yeah.

I'll try to post up some pictures in my next post.

Peace-out

So what's up?

2010-06-15T20:43:00.002+08:00

Hello world!

I think I haven't updated in a while already. I rarely update now, due to the homework I have and also there's not much to update. Anyway so this week is the second week of the 2 week school holiday. I've been enjoying so far and trying my very best to finish up my homework ASAP. I've finally finished my psychology homework today so yay for me, now all I have to do is figure out a way to end my English lit essay and finish up my history essays. Yeah the story of my life.

The other day I went to this one charity concert for Pusat Ehsan, it was enjoyable. I went with mummy. I really enjoyed the singing performance the most. There were these 4 girls with very powerful voices, they sang Whitney Houston song, it was amazing. After watching their performance, I came home and kept listening to her songs. I really like singing her songs even though I can;t hit some of the notes.

Tomorrow I'll be going for Zeedah's B'day in Gadong, I hope it will be an awesome day. Oh by the way HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL! Have a blast.

I had a great day today, spent time at home finished up my homework, then had pizza for lunch, how awesome was that :) I still feel very full from lunch but yet I wanna eat more food.

I've decided that my mind and heart will only accept Caucasian guys from now on, Any Asian guys who wish to enter my heart and mind will be rejected :P

My recent obsession is Ian Somerhalder and Jake Gyllenhaal, they are hot, their eyes are gorgeous and when they smile your heart will melt :)

Okay bye now, time for me to go back to my homework.

Peace-out.

why do I feel like this?

2010-06-05T18:55:00.002+08:00

HELLO,

So it's finally school holiday for 2 weeks! So far I've finally finish one homework and a million more to go, so yeah. These past month and even this week I've been getting mixed emotions for certain things. It's pretty confusing and this is the time when I need my friends the most. I guess this is why we have friends, we don't tell everything to our family cuz certain things are not meant for family to know but for friends to give advice, you know what I mean? No? never mind then. EMO MOMENT -_-
Anyway I need to let go but it's sorta hard to let go and forget. I really want to go to like somewhere and shout!

Moving on, I'm planning to get my friends over either on Wednesday or Thursday and it's gonna be like a mini BBQ/steamboat meeting. It should be fun, all I need is either a fixed camera or a new camera. But most probably get a new camera. I miss my friends so much, can't wait for then to come to my house! I..........me........oh gosh, nevermind.

I'm so messed up, mentally, this is not good. I need to "KEEP CALM" Anyway I got this party on Monday to go to and I'm a bit reluctant but then again people are telling me to go so yeah I'll go I got the dress already anyway.

Oh here's a news, I'm going to be baptise on the 4th of July :D, yes the independence day for America!! Is this a sign that I'll be going to America?! Oh how I wish it will be true.

I feel very jsjhvsaiifuahv right now, so bye now

Peace out.

My weekend

2010-05-31T10:52:00.003+08:00

My weekend has been awesome, Went to watch movie with my mom while my sis is away, she's in Miri now for the church camp. I've been lazy not doing my revision and what not, on the plus side I got no homework for my weekend :D

Both my mom and I spent out time at home watching DVDs, we watched Glee and the Gaga episode was awesome. My mom is now officially a Vampire Diaries fan, we finished watch Big Bang Theory, funny show, I enjoyed it.

I also learn how to play "Hey soul sister" , "This is me", "Break your heart" and some other songs on my guitar.

I want food, so I'm off now

Peace out!

What's up?!

2010-05-28T19:31:00.003+08:00

Hello, haven't updated in a while, so the week has been awesome. School holiday is coming up so HELLO to sleeping in late :)

Anyway just now I went to watch movies in Empire cinema, 2 movies to be exact, Shrek and Prince of Persia, I can say for sure those 2 movies were awesome! SERIOUSLY! I love those movies, especially watching hottie McHottie Jake Gyllenhaal on Prince of Persia. To those movie critic who said the movie isn't worth watching shut your mouth cuz this movie is so worth watching and there's so much reason why it's worth watching!

I got lots of essay to for my school holiday and I'm planning to make a cover and post it up on YouTube but I'm still trying to find a good song to sing. So yeah.

I'm currently doing Jane Eyre for my literature, all I can say is that I don't understand the story at all. I'm having troubles answering the questions given.

Moving on this year American Idol winner is Lee Dewyze. I so wanted him to win and when i heard the news I was so happy. Ohh and the finale performances was awesome, my favourite part of the whole show was when all the past idols came back, like from season 1 till the current season. So yeah it was cool to see all of them.

That's all for now, I'm going off, got lots of homework to do.

Peace out

"Don't expect too much"

2010-05-20T16:45:00.003+08:00

Hello, so this week has been fine, First off 2 days ago was awesome as in Tuesday, I had my BM O'level finally, It was sorta tough but okay. Then at night I wanted to relax that's all and so I did. I'm currently following this new policy called "Don't expect too much" policy. I think it's paying off a lot. Let me tell you why. So on Tuesday night I was actually only expecting window shopping with my mom, I ended up getting 2 new pairs of shoes which I was surprised she was willing to get me :) then I was only thinking of getting a ice-blended caramel, I wasn't even expecting to get one and you know what? In the end I got one regular ice-blended caramel. It tasted so good! So after all that I came home and tweeted. Perez Hilton was tweeting about Travis Garland's new song and he made a post about Travis in his website. So went to his site and read it plus I wanted to hear his new song anyway. So as I read through the post, I soon found out that Kevin McHale who was also a former member of NLT with Travis. BTW I love this bad it was really sad when I found out that the band was breaking up. So anyway, I found out from Perez's site, Kevin is actually acting in Glee now as "Artie"! I was so damn shock when I went to Google about it just to clarify the whole thing and believe me, my jaw dropped for real for about 5 minutes straight! I was like DAMN... this good looking dude is now so unrecognisable with those glasses on and alway on the wheelchair when he's on Glee. Even my mom asked me why he looks so different now. Look at the pictures at the bottom I got a picture of he himself and him as Artie and the band picture.

See he looks good actually, that's why now I'm in love with him!!
He looks very different right?
Awwww, I miss them!

And then I tweeted Perez Hilton telling him thank you for letting me know that Kevin was from NLT and is now on Glee. and then very unexpectedly.............he replied my Tweet! twice!! it was like awesome cuz he's like a celeb and it's so awesome that he would tweet me! I was freaking out when I read the tweets. Then yesterday after I told him I just bought Travis's song, he replied me again I was so happy again! So yeah in conclusion by not expecting these thins to happen, it happened! So it' awesome. So try and follow this policy "Don't expect too much".

I had my psychology test just now,so finally I feel free and I borrowed "Peter Pan in Scarlet" So far it's been pretty awesome.

there's this one part I find it very cute, Peter said this, "You washed Nana and shrank her!" OMG this is hilarious, Peter is so naive!

Okay gonna continue reading, Whoo school holiday coming up soon!!!
Gonna finish up all my history assignments.

Peace-out!

This is how I want to express myself.

2010-05-15T17:36:00.002+08:00

As you can see all the pretty pictures up there, they are know as WORD ART, some pretty stuffs and nice ways to express what you want to say. Oh gosh wouldn't it be amazing if I can compile this whole thing into a book ,maybe I should do that during my holiday. Those short sentence can mean so much to someone depending on what they're going through at the moment or even what they're feeling at that time to apply it to their life.

Today I had my 2nd History MPR and it was about Germany, I don't know how did I do in my exam but I manage to write 3 pages in 45 minutes. So I guess it's all good but I'm sure my points are mostly repeated. I now need to focus on my Psychology test for next Thursday and my BM O'level this coming Tuesday :s

This afternoon I've been pretty jobless despite the fact that I need to revise I was on the internet for the whole afternoon and I didn't went to YDM cuz my sister is having her mid-year exam at the moment so she decided to stay at home "Studying" , so yeah I didn't go as well. I think tomorrow I will spend my sad life at home and do nothing. I know I sound pretty down at the moment that's cuz I'm sorta down. My heart and mind is in a mess right now :(

Currently listening to sappy love songs form the 80's on Astro's radio Lite FM. I know I know. Wait I don't know but say whatever you want lah. I'm just bored. For some reason I just so damn bored!

I think I may have corrupted my own mind, SERIOUSLY. What can I do, I spend top much time on the internet and also too much time roaming around my own mind which I love doing , it's like me talking to me, but basically I mostly just get the answer that I want. Know what I mean?

I think I'll sleep early tonight, okay gotta go do my psychology revision now.

Peace out.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYNNIE

2010-05-13T20:33:00.002+08:00

Firstly I would like to say a very Happy Birthday to this awesome woman. So here's to you Happy Birthday Lynnie you know you're awesome <3>

Moving on, I haven't blogged in a while, so anyway this week have been awesome so far, Test coming up this Saturday and next week I'll be sitting for my BM O'level. I'm taking baby steps for everything that I'm doing right now cuz I think that's a good idea but when time comes to walk faster, I'll try my best to do it.

Anyway yesterday I watched Glee season 1 part 2, and it was awesome. I love it!! I just realized that I haven't been to Chong Hock in a while, I need to get new CD for the next school holiday.

I need to focus on my revision, and I'm serious about this.

I want to learn new songs on my guitar, if only I can sing well enough to make a cover. Oh well

Peace-out!

Happy mama's day!

2010-05-09T08:02:00.002+08:00

Okay fist up I would like to say HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all the mothers in the world. I love my mom for all that she has done for me and appreciate her very much.

Although this morning I'm sorta mad at her even though it's mother's day but I really wanted to go to church but she didn't bother to wake me up, she knew I want to go to church I mentioned it already yesterday. So yeah I'm mad at her. I want to see the mother's day performance done by the YDM kids. I wanna see my friends this morning. But then again maybe I can't blame her cuz maybe she though I would be too tired to wake up or something like that. Okay maybe I'll just sweep that off my shoulder.

Moving on my Saturday was AWESOME!! Great thing happened yesterday :)

Well let's just talk about school first, school was fine as usual, I had fun and my psychology teacher gave the whole class a talk about not being lazy and all that cuz she know all of us are smart. So thanks teacher for waking us up :) You cuz sometime we just don't realize what's going on until someone actually slaps you well not literally but just said something to wake you up. Sometimes I don't like these stuff but it's good to get it once in a while.

Then after school, my mom picked me up and we went to my Godparents' house for lunch. I had an awesome lunch, I was filled up then there's this baby in the house, my Godparents' relatives kid, she is so cute almost 5 months old and this baby girl is such a happy girl, she smile so easily.very very adorable. Then I went and talked with my Godbrother, the younger one, he was watching YouTube videos, "The annoying orange" I never watch it before but those videos are hilarious. Never knew that I though it would be scary but yeah it's funny how annoying the orange is.

Then came YDM. Went to YDM for the second time and had fun again. This week I got to see my uncle, got to make new friends too. This time of the day was the happiest time of my day :)

I got to talk to some people. :)

And then there's dinner! Korean Food! Thankful for dinner. The yummy BBQ beef, then there's the rice thingy with the vegetable and egg and some other stuff. Talking about this makes me feel hungry again. Uggg I want Korean food again!!!!

I just realized, on Friday I had Japanese food then yesterday I had Korean food, wonder what food will I have today? Thai perhaps? But I rather have western food.

I've been listening to John Mayer's song a lot lately. This man is amazing. I should learn all his songs on guitar but I think it's kind hard, oh well next time maybe but my guitar class now is awesome I love it cuz my teacher is teaching me awesome songs, last lesson she taught me "God blessed the broken road" and this other song which I suddenly forgot what it is.

Later I'll be going to STPRI for a class photo session, We're suppose to dress colour co-ordinated for each class but we're so messed up in choosing a colour. Later is gonna be awesome. I pray to God it will be awesome. I miss my friends!

Okay going off now, gonna try finish off my history presentation.

Peace-out!

I hate guilt.

2010-05-07T11:16:00.002+08:00

Good morning! Today I finally woke up at 10am which I have not done in a while after school started. I've been waking up around 7am the latest and today I finally woke up at 10 so I feel pretty fresh. I didn't went for tennis today cuz my friend said everyone is not going but turns out someone did one, it was Sabrina, she went for tennis but my friend told me that she told her she changed her mind about going to tennis today so I said to my friend okay lah no need to go. But she was there all alone. I feel so bad and the worst thing yet is that I don't have her number so I can't apologize to her right now or even tell her the message I got from my friend. The next time I see her I better get her number from her, to avoid future wrong information or miscommunication.

I feel soooooooo bad!!!!!!!!!!

Moving on, I'm going to have my MPR again soon and my BM June O'level too. Then after all that I'll be having 2 weeks school holiday! It's pretty nerve wrecking with all the tests coming up, especially for my BM I have to try and score at least a B and for my Psychology I have to try to score a C or a B, just so I can prove my teacher wrong, I have to prove to her I can do well in my psychology.

I've been managing my study time well I guess, I got tons of History essays pending but my teacher gave me time to finish it all up in my own pace and I have to revise so much more on my psychology. The other 2 subjects of mine are fine.

I'm going out soon anyway, Can't wait for next week's tennis.

Instant update

2010-05-02T21:04:00.003+08:00

This is was awesome, I guess...

My Monday to Thursday was the usual cool and okay, classes and more history essay for me to do.

Then my Friday is always fun as usual, tennis was fun, and I was daring that day I had my guts, I know this doesn't make sense but my close friends would know what this means. Then in the afternoon I went to Miri to tighten my braces and after that went to a book store and got myself a pretty Bible. thumbs up to me :)

Then on Saturday, I only had one class cuz for the rest of the day till 12 noon there was the prefect and student council ceremony thing. Congrats to my friends whoever is in the student council and prefects. Then after school went to the mall for lunch with mummy then walked around for a while.

Then at 4pm went to YDM for the first time, I had fun. the people there are really nice and friendly. Made like 3 new friends, next week should make more new friends. :D

Sunday, which is today. Went to church in the morning, then came home for awhile went out again for facial. It was my first time having facial treatment. I t was sooooooo relaxing. I fell asleep like 2 times. That's how relaxing it was. Thanks to my mum.

Then went to play Nerf gun with my GodBrother and played with his iPhone which was awesome cuz I beat him in Bubble wrap game. Yay me!!

okay should go now, still got essays to finish.

Peace-out!

Help keep Brunei clean!

2010-04-27T16:48:00.002+08:00

Hello, so far, it's been quite a week. I shall tell you about my last Sunday. My school Pyro club had an event going on which was beach cleaning with an organisation called "Beach Bunch" what they do is clean Brunei's beach. You wouldn't believe how much rubbish we have in our beach. It's horrible. We helped cleaned up Jerudong beach. Lots of trash, seriously lots of trash. People in Brunei please help keep Brunei clean. I can now say "I've done my part in helping make Brunei a cleaner place!"

So anyway on that day too my mom's car got hit by someone's car and it was that person's fault but it was all settled and the person paid for the damage and the car is in the workshop now. So it's all good.

Monday was okay, school as usual and told some more people about my story :)

Then today was cool too. Had sign language club and it was okay.

I got my test papers back. I got a U for my Psychology and a D for my History. Yes, the scores are bad. I shall work harder.

Tomorrow will be a long day. My history class in the afternoon will be from 1-4pm, yes indeed it's dreadful :(

Thank God on Saturday i will only have 2 subjects :)

This post is pretty simplified so yeah.

Peace-out

BM oral!!

2010-04-22T21:51:00.003+08:00

So yesterday I had my BM oral and I guess it was fine, I got to see Zeedah! I miss her so much. She was so cute when she saw me cuz I was waiting for her beside the HEP at the bench and when she saw me from a distance she scream my name and started running. I ran too and was like "ZEED" it was nice. Anyway my oral question was about the Bandar Tamu, so it was pretty easy I guess but I was nervous so I sorta got stuck for a while but the teacher was really friendly.

after oral I went to see Teacher Seri Ainey and Teacher Sabariah, So overall yesterday was awesome.

So let's talk about today. Well today is okay I guess just that I had t stay back in school till 4pm even though I didn't have class in the afternoon. Well cuz I had PYRO club meeting at 3pm till 4pm so I had to stay back. While waiting I was trying to do my history presentation points but the question given was so damn hard. Even my teacher also don't know how to actually answer it.So now i have to look through the internet to find points. Plus the presentation is on Saturday, totally sucks, my teacher better not scold me for giving the wrong points cuz she was the one who gave me the points.

Pyro club meeting was only briefing about this Sunday beach cleaning activity. I'm really looking forward to this Sunday.

whoo! But then later I'd be like damn it's so hot. The sun is burning, but I hope I won't say that.

Anyway gotta go now, find points for my history presentation and also I'm chatting with some of my favourite girls :D You girls are awesome!!

Peace-out!

Fallin' for you.

2010-04-19T21:57:00.003+08:00

Hello! I'm just so into this song right now by the amazing Colbie Caillat. That girl is awesome with her acoustic guitar. I know this song isn't new but yeah it's an awesome song. I'm planning to learn how to play this song.

here's the lyrics :

I don't know but...
I think I maybe
fallin' for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
keep this to myself

Waiting 'til I..
know you better
I am trying..
Not to tell you..
But I want to..

I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding..
what I'm feeeling..
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my..time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you

I've been waiting all my.. life
and now i found ya
I dont know what to do
I think I'm falling for you...
I'm falling for you...

As I'm standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
and we start to dance

All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It's juusst
you and me

I'm trying..
Not to tell you..
But I want to..

I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding..
what I'm feeeling...
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my.. time
Just thinking about ya
I dont know what to do
I think i'm fallin' for you

I've been waiting all my.. life
And now I found ya
I dont know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you...
I'm fallin' for you...

Ooh, I just can't take it..
My heart is racing..
Emotions keep spinning out...

I've been spending all my.. time
just thinking about ya
I dont know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you

I've been waiting all my..life
and now I found ya
I dont know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you...
I'm fallin' for you...

I think I'm fallin' for you
I can't stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it
I think i'm fallin' for you
I can't stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it
I think I'm fallin' for you...
I'm fallin' for you...

Ooohhh
Ooh no no
Oooooohhhhh

Oooh, I'm falling' for ya

The next awesome song is Demi Lovato's new song "Me,myself and time"

This video contains lyrics and the song together, look at the lyrics, it's really good, well Demi never fail to impress me.

Just want to blog about this that's all I shall bog again ,maybe on Thursday :)

Peace-out!

Sunny Sunday!

2010-04-18T20:08:00.003+08:00

HI!

So today was/is awesome. Well this morning I went to church and had a great time the service was nice plus the sunshine outside, basically today was a beautiful day. Then after that My mum decided to bring my sis and I out for late breakfast for my grandpa celebration even though he's in Penang. but yeah nice breakfast another thumbs up.

Then came home did some school work and tried to do revision but was too tried and I literally fell asleep on my history book wile revising. I know! Anyway then that boring afternoon suddenly turn into an interesting afternoon. Lynnie was suddenly free to chat even though I told her I need to chat with her on Saturday, cuz I had an urgent news for her. Anyway moving on, she finally chat with me just now and well actually now we're still chatting. It's probably the best chat we ever have, cuz I couldn't stop laughing for most part of the chat and you know how we girls are chit chat. Nothing the public needs to know.

Then I just checked my e-mail and found out that the talented YouTube singer Mia Rose replied my Facebook comment. I commented to her about her new video and she replied. So awesome!! It's like a celebrity replying me! So it's pretty much a nice way to end my Sunday even though it's only like 8 ish. So aweomse!!!! Mia Rocks her acoustic guitar!

I'm singing "Falling for you" by Colbie Caillat. She is awesome too. I love this song!

Peace-out <3

Don't think you can see the pic. But she replied me!!

here's the link to her YouTube page

http://www.youtube.com/user/miaarose?blend=1&ob=4

My thoughts on religion.

2010-04-17T21:04:00.003+08:00

I went to church just now with my mum and sis for this class thing for baptism. Well I'm still thinking about it though, I thinking if I should become a Christian or not. Well most of my family is Christian already so yeah. Well it's still my choice anyway.

I know I'll probably wind up marrying a Christian in the future so I might as well be Baptise. You know for me to be with a hard Core Christian like Nick Jonas or maybe Ryan Sheckler. I gotta know their faith well.

I guess reading the Bible is a start of understanding Christianity. And also probably go to Church with my mum every Sunday, but you know me, being a lazy bum and all that. I'll try though to wake up and go to church.

I know there are some nice meaningful verse in the Bible.

Oh I was thinking this sound pretty nice and meaningful right? ?Here it is,

"Hopes are the prayers you say." - Kathy Chin.

Hehe, well I just bored and lazy to study for today, I figured I should just hang out with the internet by blogging.

Maybe during the next Miri trip, I should get myself a nice Bible. Hmmm.

Peace-out! <3

I'm all emoticons :D

2010-04-17T14:31:00.004+08:00

First of all, this is awesome. These pictures are amazing. This is why I love him. Look at him. I melted :D

Look at those eyes!!!
Look at that amazing hair!!
What else can I say?? HOT/HANDSOME/GORGEOUS!!
Look at that smile !! OMG!!
What an amazing shot!

Hello, So this week has been pretty awesome. Tennis as usual is fun even though it has been only 2 sessions but I'm looking forward to the future sessions, I'm hoping Lynie will join the club too :D

I finally have my psychology test today, I feel a bit more free even though I know I did not do well in my test just now. I'll have my Malay Oral on next Wednesday and I'm pretty worried about it :s

I always have fun during my PS block where I go hang out in the library and gossip or study which is fun :)

So Yesterday was my Godmother's birthday, she invited us for dinner at the Airport restaurant. It was nice. Both my sister and I had fun playing with my younger Godbrother. He is very fun to mess with, especially now he has an iPhone, I love taking it away from him , well he let's me borrow it. I love all the apps in the phone it's so fun :)

I really miss all my friends who are not in the same school with me now. I want to hang out with you guys and there's so much i want to tell you guys :)

I shall chat with some of them tonight :)

Well okay, I think I shall go now. Maybe I'll update later.

Debate :s

2010-04-15T14:18:00.002+08:00

Hello!It's the time of the week! Thursday and Saturday shall be my day of updating my blog, unless something interesting happen, then I'll update :)

Okay so let's move on now, the beginning of the week have been really great to be cuz I don't have homework well but today I finally got homework to do. On Monday I had my history test, I think I did okay, but you know what before that I did like 4 pages of essay for one of our history classwork and guess what I got.... I got a D. It's like what the heck?! I already wrote so much already and I think I have all the points in it, I really wonder what my teacher wants from us, when we already gave every single point we know about the topic. Now we're studying about Germany and we have to do another presentation for it which is dreadful for all of us in the class, knowing that this teacher is super demanding. So yeah, this weekend read through the notes.

Saturday I'll be having my psychology test and I have not really study for it yet so I should start now, well right after I finish blogging.

Just now I went for the debate society meeting. It was cool. I felt super left out though cuz every single person in that room used BIG WORDS and I'm like super quiet (well that usual of me to stay quiet) there listening to then and in my head I was like "Oh I would never think of using that word, ever!" But oh well we'll be having 4 debate workshop teaching us what to do in debate, like everything, so hopefully this will help me and at the end of the workshop we will be getting a certificate, it's like graduating from debate school. All the debate people sound so smart, well of course they're all smart, but you know. I'm so intimidated by them with their awesomeness, well now I'm just praising them. MD is in the Semi-finals of the debate competition, their next round will be in Maktab Science , and again the school itself. So out club teacher, Ms. Christina is trying to recruit supporters for the competition, I really want to go but too bad, it happen to be on the day of my oral exam :( Oh well good luck to MD for the competition.

Now we have new batch of prefects, Congratulations to those people who got to be prefect.

I should really stop now and go do my homework, I shall update again either tomorrow or Saturday :)

Peace-out!

Classical guitar = awesome!

2010-04-11T08:23:00.002+08:00

Last night my mom brought me and my sis to OGH to watch a classical guitar performance by Peter Korbel, he is from Germany and his performance was beautiful. The sound of the guitar is amazing, I felt so relax listening to the music. I even bought one of his CD and got his autograph. These kind of acoustic performances are great. My mom said the next performance she'll bring me again. These kind of concerts are organized by the Brunei Music society. For the next concert they will have violins which is cool too. I'm excited to go watch it !

Anyway, I have to go now, still got homework to do ad I got a history test tomorrow :s

Peace-out

Awesome afternoon.

2010-04-10T17:37:00.004+08:00

The shchool walkathon was fun, I walked with Syaf for the whole thing and her one of her shoe sole came off while we were walking, so the poor girl had to sorta drag her feet back to school and asked for a double sided tape from the teacher in Student affairs. Well luckily when that happened we were near the school already. Overall it was a fun day in school seeing that we don't have classes :)

So anyway after school, my mom picked me up and we wet to the Mall for lunch. it was a bonding time with my mom. I love her. We did some shopping. I finally got my Volcom shirt It's a while long sleeves shirt with the word "Volcom" across it. It was fun shopping with my mom.

The best thing yet was that when I walked passed by a shop sold sunglasses ans spectacles. Anyway at their window display, they displayed Oakey sunglasses. So instantly I went "Eh! This brand is Ryan Sheckler's sponsor." And there was a cardboard picture of some one modeling the sunglass. So I took a look at it, then I smiled instantly "OMG!! It's Ryan !! I knew it!" I was so excited to see Ryan's picture. It's the picture on top. I went running to my mom cuz she was already walking to another shop, she didn't realize that I was still looking at the picture :)

So I went to my mom, "Mummy mummy, the shop got Ryan Sheckler's picture, it him with the sunglasses which he always wear!" I was like so giddy. Then I pulled my mom to the shop's window and showed her his picture, then she said "you ah! cannot be in front or see any of your favourite idols, deduct mark already." Then I looked at her "Why? what do you mean?" Then she said "You become so crazy when you see his picture, that's why." I began laughing, then I went on telling her how happy I am to see his face in one of the shop in Brunei :)

If only he was actually behind the window display or in the shop in person <3

So that was an awesome afternoon for me. Later tonight I'm going to Orchid Garden hotel (OGH) to watch a guitar performance. My mom is bringing me there. My mom is awesome :D

So now I gotta finish my homework first. so.....

Peace-out <3

Tennis club!

2010-04-09T12:51:00.003+08:00

This morning I went to the Brunei Tennis club for my school ECA, Tennis club obviously. Anyway I was actually reluctant to go this morning cuz my friend said she's not gonna go today but thank God I decided to go cuz i really had fun. I really didn't regret joining tennis club. It's so fun and I finally get to actually exercise. It was really hot though just now the heat was intense. The sun was shining directly on top of my head. For the next meeting I shall put on some sun block and a cap :)

I was like the fist girl to arrive at the club, When I arrived there was no girls at all, I though I went to the wrong place until I saw the teacher in-charge. There were like tons of guys there. Then around 8.20-ish finally one girl came then as time went on, more and more people came and a few more girls came too. In conclusion it is a fun club to be in as long as you have friends in it. (The words "In conclusion" was due to excess essay writing for history :S )

I still got homework to do this will be a short blog. Tomorrow my school will have walkathon and I will be going thank God i don;t have class in the afternoon otherwise I'll have to stay back after the walkathon. I'll start my guitar lesson today Whee!! Finally.

Anyway I shall go now, I'll update tomorrow :)

Peace-out!

History = death.

2010-04-08T13:53:00.002+08:00

Hello! I haven't blogged in a while, well the obvious reason is because I've been busy, like seriously. Every history lesson I always come home with an essay as a homework. The thing about my history class is that I haven't really completely absorbed every information that my teacher have told us and beside honestly she didn't really teach the class much, all she prioritised was essay writing and she don't want our notes in point form cuz she wants essay! Seriously make the whole class stressed out with her request. Well of course it has already been a few lessons dealing with essays so we're getting use to it but I know the whole class is very blur with this teacher's teaching methods. So we'll just have to deal with it and go with the flow.

Thank God today is Thursday which means tomorrow is Friday and I'll have time to do my homework. I have homework for all my subjects :(

Anyway , next week I'll have my test, I'm guessing it's the 1st assessment? I'll be having history and psychology.

Yesterday I had a test for my EAS and I think I didn't do well in it. The whole short test was on Figures of speech and I think the whole class find it sorta difficult too even though we already know our figures of speech. We were all "Yikes" when teacher told us that so far the papers she marked are failures! Geez, Failing English? Impossible :s

Classes have been good learning new stuff and all that. I've officially joined 4 clubs and now I'm planning to join another club. still thinking but yeah. Tomorrow I'll have my tennis club, I've already got my racket I just have to attend the club that's all. On Tuesday I attended the SIGN language club and it was fun. I learned how to spell my name in sign language, awesome right?

Anyway I'll update again tomorrow or tonight if I'm not lazy.

Peace-out!

Going to Miri is tiring.

2010-04-03T18:10:00.003+08:00

Today's story is about my Miri trip yesterday which was really tiring to me. Cuz I was up at 4.30 am then drove down at 5am to Miri even though I'm not the one driving but it was so hard to sleep in the car too cramp. Anyway, I finally get to do some shopping in Miri. I bought myself 3 books which cost in total about RM150+ . I actually wanted to get a Volcom T-shirt. You know one of Ryan's sponsor, plus the shirt looks awesome but the thing is that the shirt cost RM59.90.

It's so expensive but I told my mom I'll probably buy it when I go to Miri again probably at the end of this month.

When I was at the Dentist office, Waiting for my sister's turn for her appointment. Guess who happen to have the same appointment date too? It's Hirzan! I haven't seen her since January, so it has been a while. I was really glad to see her there. We chatted until Kim got her teeth done. Hopefully we can meet up again after the June exam.

So now I'm going to elaborate to you about those books I got.

This is Miley's own book which she wrote. So far I've already read a few chapters and I feel like we both have somewhat in common in terms of the way we think and some other things too. This is the one book which I was really excited to get. I'm really happy to be able to find it.

Here's a Miley fact. # Did you know she was born a left handed but her dad wants her to write with her right hand and learn everything through her right hand. So that explains why she's so talented. As my mom have always told me people who are left handed are always artistically talented or smart. She is such a lucky girl.
Next up we have The Twilight companion. I originally didn't plan to get this but after a while walking around the store I finally decided to get it well also because I looked into the book too. I think it's pretty interesting. So yeah people who LOVE Twilight would be familiar with this book.
Lastly here we have an interesting book called "Abraham Lincoln: Vampire Hunter" See with the president's name on it, it totally attracted me plus the word vampire. So as you can already see form the title, it is already showing that this nook could be interesting. Well go google t to find out more about it cuz I won;t be able to tell you what is it about cuz i haven;t started it yet.

I'm going off now. I got revisions to do. Uggh, tests are just around the corner. :(

Peace out.

Psychology is awesome now.

2010-04-01T16:35:00.002+08:00

Today in school was cool. My history presentation finally happened today it went okay the teacher did tell us to change some stuff but overall okay. My new psychology teacher is really cool, she is not as scary as I have expected her to be but yeah, I like the way she teaches I'm sure I'll definitely understand all of her lessons. She had this awesome Australian accent, so when she speaks you here Australian accent which is awesome. So today I'm just gonna devote my study time to psychology only cuz for the past week, I've been spending most of my time on history.

The thing about this teacher's method is that she'll be giving us test every Monday, so definitely I have to revise a lot and I got my history test next Saturday :(

Anyway gotta go now,

Peace-out!

My life in school so far.

2010-03-31T15:44:00.003+08:00

Hello, I haven't been updating well, I've been busy with my tuition and homework and mostly my history presentation. I think my group will finally be presenting tomorrow but we have been making changes with the slides over and over. Cuz you know what? This teacher of mine has been saying not this not that so we change her and change there but I think we can just finally make some amendments.

Assessments are coming up so. the first one would be my history test and next would probably be my psychology but I don't know if we would have test for our EAS and English Literature. My literature teacher have been absent for like 3 days in a row ever since school started. Hopefully tomorrow we'll finally have our literature lesson.

Today was the last day of teaching in MD for my psychology teacher, she is being transferred to Katok. So it was pretty sad for the class. She's a really nice teacher even though she has taught us for less than a month only. She was really nice to treat the class CUPCAKES FROM FLEUR DE LYS, awesome right, and the best part of it all was that the cupcake was my favourite flavour, she got us Red Velvet cupcake! So yummy I've been craving for that cupcake since last week but my mom didn't get it for me.

Okay I shall go off now. I gotta look for a picture a scenery kind of picture for EAS then chang the history presentation then do revision for psychology when I should be doing revision for history instead.

Okay bye now.

Peace-out!

Ryan WON !

2010-03-28T15:31:00.004+08:00

I'm so happy to announce that the amazing Ryan Sheckler has won another (KCA)Kids' Choice Award for "Favourite Male athlete" This is so awesome. I'm so proud of him. He totally deserve it.

Anyway here's the list of winners. I want to watch the show..

Favorite TV Show

iCarly - WINNER

Sonny with a Chance

The Suite Life on Deck

Wizards of Waverly Place

Cutest Couple

Jacob and Bella - WINNER

Edward and Bella

Neytiri and Jake

The Obamas

Favorite TV Actor

Cole Sprouse

Dylan Sprouse - WINNER

Joe Jonas

Nick Jonas

Favorite TV Actress

Miranda Cosgrove

Miley Cyrus

Selena Gomez - WINNER

Keke Palmer

Favorite Music Group

Black Eyed Peas - WINNERS

Coldplay

Jonas Brothers

Linkin Park

Favorite Female Singer

Beyonce

Miley Cyrus

Lady Gaga

Taylor Swift - WINNER

Favorite Male Singer

Jay-Z - WINNER

Sean Kingston

Mario

Ne-Yo

Favorite Song

I Gotta Feeling, Black Eyed Peas

Paparazzi, Lady Gaga

Party in the USA, Miley Cyrus

You Belong with Me, Taylor Swift - WINNER

Favorite Movie

Alvin and the Chipmunks: The Squeakuel - WINNER

Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen

The Twilight Saga: New Moon

X-Men Origins: Wolverine

Favorite Movie Actor

Zac Efron

Taylor Lautner - WINNER

Shia LeBeouf

Tyler Perry

Favorite Movie Actress

Sandra Bullock

Miley Cyrus - WINNER

Megan Fox

Zoe Saldana

Favorite Cartoon

The Penguins of Madagascar

Phineas and Pherb

The Simpsons

SpongeBob Squarepants - WINNER

Favorite Reality Show

American Idol - WINNER

Are You Smarter Than a Fifth Grader?

Wipeout

Favorite Female Athlete

Danica Patrick

Misty May Treanor - WINNER

Serena Williams

Venus Williams

Favorite Male Athelete

Kobe Bryant

LeBron James

Ryan Sheckler - WINNER

Shaun White

Favorite Video Game

The Legend of Zelda: Spirit Tracks

Mario Kart - WINNER

Wii Fit Wii

Sports Resort

Favorite Book

Diary of a Wimpy Kid series - WINNER

Twilight series

Vampire Diaries series

Where the Sidewalk Ends

Favorite Animated Movie

A Christmas Carol

Ice Age: Dawn of the Dinosaurs

Monsters vs. Aliens

Up - WINNER

Favorite Voice from an Animated Movie

Jim Carey, A Christmas Carol - WINNER

Seth Rogen, Monsters vs Aliens

Ray Romano, Ice Age: Dawn of the Dinsosaurs

Reese Witherspoon, Monsters vs Aliens

P.S I finally made a formspring account.

http://www.formspring.me/katchin92

Peace&love

I got braces!!

2010-03-25T17:23:00.003+08:00

First, I would like to say, Whoo and ouch!!! I officially have braces on. Well they don't actually hurt but the wires tightening my teeth kinda irritates my gum. I can't eat solid food. I can only have soft food like porridge, soup and drinks. Thank God porridge is salty! Other wise I would be like no salt what?! NOOOO. but instead I can have salty food in soft form! I have purple rubber on my brackets so yeah I love it. I hope this irritation will go away ASAP so I can start eating my fav solid food. I got special toothbrush and gel for my teeth, to protect them. Finally another goal done, which is to get my teeth done.

Okay moving on, as I have promised yesterday, I posted some edited pictures. These beautiful editing was done by the awesome Shafira! I love all the pictures she edited and some of them are really funny.

F.Y.I I didn't get paid for helping her advertise her company. Girl I should get paid and it should be a lot.

I'm planning on printing her a certificate for doing an awesome job in editing.

Enjoy the pictures!

Peace-out!

Quick update.

2010-03-24T22:02:00.003+08:00

I forgot to mention in my previous post that I've already seen "Alice in wonderland" I think it's a really good movie I would go watch it again. I love all the colors. If you ask me would I leave Wonderland, I would say no. I rather say in the magical land. It's so awesome.

Tomorrow I'll be going to Miri again. Hopefully I'll be able to get my braces. Gotta wake up at 4.30am. uggh. Well at least I get to sleep in the car.

Okay going now. I'll post up some pictures tomorrow. Amazing edited pictures.

Peace-out!

Sing it out loud!

2010-03-23T21:41:00.003+08:00

As you can see there's lots of picture here. Well there's actually more from Lynnie. Today we had a fun karaoke day. I bought about 6 new karaoke CD and they got some modern songs.

I love these photos. There's also videos but I'm not gonna post it up. We'll there was a lot of craziness just now, tons of laughing we were really entertained by Shafira she cracked us up. I was also a hero to all of them today, well I just shoo the dogs away so they could come up to my place. It's sorta a heroic action isn't it?

We're so gonna have another karaoke session again maybe during the next school holiday. Glad all of them had fun today. Well as you can see kids these days are very technological, see how there's so much laptops being used. Ah well time changes. That's all for now.

Peace-out!

I miss Ryan so much!!

2010-03-22T23:03:00.003+08:00

Hello, here's an update on my teeth. I'm going to Miri again on Thursday. I'm on waiting list but hopefully I can get braces b then. My mouth is still sore. I try to eat some solid food but it's no good, my gum will only hurt even more. It already feels like I go my braces on. But it's all good.

Tomorrow my friends will be coming to my place so it's pretty exciting the main thing we're gonna do is catch up and then karaoke time! I think it's gonna be fun. Lynnie is going to be in charge of taking pictures.

I finally finished my psychology homework yesterday! So I have to move on to my history research and then do some reading for lit and EAS. Oh Gosh. So much to do. Oh and the June exam is coming soon, I'll probably have my oral exam next month and then the written paper on the following month. I'm nervous about it but hopefully this tuition will help me out.

Should pray more often especially when my mom pray I should follow her.

I miss someone very ,much right now. My one and only Ryan. He went to NYC for the weekend and he haven't updated his twitter a lot lately. I really miss him. I know people will be like why do you miss him, you're not even with him. Well I just do okay. One day I'll be right next to you Ryan. I'm another step closer to getting to San Clemente to meet you. Just wait for me. You're so awesome. Hopefully you'll be in the X-Games this year.

I'm outta here.

Peace&love yall!

My teeth.

2010-03-20T14:17:00.002+08:00

Hello, my jaw hurts! I got 2 tooth extracted and my lower jaw feels numb. I just came home from Miri and I'm tired cuz I had to wake up at 4.30am and get ready and left the house at 5am then arrived in Miri at around 7am. I actually wanted to spend some time there but my jaw was extremely numb so we didn't stay there. For the next trip, I'll probably get my braces already. The whole process is pretty fast. Now I'm eating cotton candy, it's just a craving and tonight I'll eat porridge cuz I don't think I can chew food at the moment my teeth hurts.

Okay I'll go now.

Peace & love

Finally school holiday again.

2010-03-18T21:36:00.002+08:00

Hello! So today was the last day of the school term and our first term school holiday officially starts. Homework well it's mostly reading. since I'm in form 6 now I've only got 4 subjects but with those four subjects, I need to do lots of reading. The only main writing homework I have is psychology. I've watched 2 DVDs today. I'll start my homework tomorrow. Today I shall just chillax.

I'm glad to finally have this one week plus holiday to just sleep well again. Then go back to school. I enjoy school very much or well not school college. I usually don't like going to school much because of the subjects and all that but I like college life. It's awesome even though you need to know how to manage your time wisely but it's all good.

Anyway , yesterday i discovered that the musical "Phantom of the Opera" has a sequel to it and it's called "Love never dies". I so wanna watch it and the songs are awesome. I jest went into my obsession mode again. :-D

Okay that's pretty much it. I don;t have much to update at the moment.

peace-out!

whoa tiring form 6 life.

2010-03-16T17:51:00.003+08:00

Hello, it's just a quick update here.

So anyway I didn't sign up for prefect after all, it was a last minute decision, cuz I'm scare that I wouldn't be able to cope with my studies seeing that I got so much to study for history everyday. I go like so much research to do too. Basically history is taking over my life. Next thing is my cca, I've joined debate, PYRO and I'll have 2 other clubs to join which I'll probably decide tomorrow.

Past few days I've been feeling very tired, and I've been going to bed early too. I so can't wait for school holiday which will be soon. Just 2 more days of school and then holiday!!

So yeah that's pretty much it about school. 2 weeks of tiring school days :D

I miss my friends so much those that have gone to different schools, like Lynnie, DK, Zeedah, Hirzan and Shafira. Oh I also have one friend who have gone to KL to study. Hope to see you guys during the school holiday at my place :-)

Peace-out

Eclipse trailer is finally here!!

2010-03-11T22:23:00.002+08:00

I just have to blog this. The very first Eclipse trailer is finally out!! After watching this you'll be excited about the movie just like how you felt when you first watch the previous 2 movie trailers. I just wanna see my hunky werewolf oh and I think Mr. BooBoo Stewart is in this movie too! Additional hunky werewolf!! OMG this will be one damn hot movie!

Anyway here's the video :D

I'm moving forward.

2010-03-11T17:43:00.004+08:00

Dear Ryan, just wait for me for another few years and I'll be coming to you soon. Wait for me! Love ya !

Today was finally the last day of orientation. Today's orientation was about prefects and their jobs. Also there were sign up sheets for us B students. I took one for the special squad. The name sounds awesome huh? What the senior explained about this group is that the special squad is like the people who deal with the rules stuff, sorta like a police. I can say that I am I student who has never broken any school rules before so it's my job alright.

Also another thing is that I am actually lazy yo join any CCA but for the sake of my resume in the future either for university or work, they will look at my CCA/ECA. so yeah i still gotta join debate club and one other club, I'm thinking of joining PYRO club. That will probably look good in my resume.

I'm planning to be more out spoken this year too, since I'm always like quiet. Anyway the main thing I have to focus is of course on my studies, since I've only got 4 subjects. I'm the Pre-U now so it's sorta like university, well form 6 is preparing us for university life. The free time provided to me I'm suppose to use it wisely and study or do some research for my subjects.

Okay gotta go now. I have to go finish my school work.

Peace-out!

Form 6

2010-03-10T22:36:00.002+08:00

Hello, so let me tell you how was my first day of form 6 which was yesterday. So here it goes. Yesterday all the classes officially starts. I manage to not miss my class. I really did enjoyed my classes the only thing I didn't like was the heat. It was so damn hot. Yesterday was also introduction to the cca in the school. There's so much cca that I want to choose but I can only choose 2 the most. I have joined debate club which is good for me. There are other clubs that I want to join too like music club, PYRO, film studies, guitar club and drama club. See there's so much clubs that I want to join but can't. Well actually I just want to focus on my studies for this year so I can do well in my exams by the end of the year and also be able to get use to the regular study time that I have arranged. I really need to study extra hard for my form 6 and with the subjects that I take, they need intense study and real attention in class. I have private study time in school too. For now for the first week of school, I'm just enjoying with the time catching up with my friends but by next week, I'll use it properly and study in the library. The school library is pretty cool too, the books are sorta interesting.

I have told myself that anything that bothers me in class like classmate or hectic packed schedule, I'll just try to ignore it and just focus on my studies cuz all the others don't really matter much. I really need to do well in my June O'level Malay too like i should at least try to get a B and they get 4 A in my A'level. That way, I can instantly get a scholarship to USA which I think they might offer. I suer happy when i went to the HEU in school to submit a form and I saw like 4 folders filled with brochures about some universities in USA and there's like a big book filled with informations about all the universities in USA. Whoo, I'm so happy to see this. I seriously just need to focus on my studies now and go to the states and find my American boy (Ryan Sheckler).

Today was my second day in school and it was okay too. Tomorrow afternoon will be the final day of orientation. Seriously orientation is so boring and it hurts my butt, cuz I had to sit on the stiff chair. But oh well. time seem to fly by really quick. I really think I do get lots of exercise too, with all the walking around in school, so it's all good. I feel really tired though after school. I do feel like I want to sleep. So talking about sleep I wanna go to bed now.

Peace-out!

Manage to get things done!

2010-03-08T22:06:00.002+08:00

This afternoon I finally went to get my school uniform. It was so damn hot just now. Just walking around town with the heat and the sun right above my hear even with an umbrella that my mom carried didn't helped at all. I was sweating seriously and when I finally got everything I was so relief to finally to be able to go home and drink a glass of cold water. Well at least I manage to get everything I wanted.

So I'm finally starting school tomorrow and I hope it will be fine for me. I'm excited to see my friends there. It will be a long day tomorrow. I had my first BM tuition today and I find it okay. I'm gonna continue going to that tuition and hopefully I'll be able to get a B for my June Malay papers.

Anyway I'll blog tomorrow.

Peace-out!

Fate is treating me well alright!

2010-03-08T11:03:00.002+08:00

I'm so happy and nervous and scare and excited right now. All the ,mixed emotions you can imagine. IT's awesome, cuz I have just registered into MD I got the approval to enter the school! Whoo! My mum is happy too obviously. So later I'll be going out to get my uniform and that's probably it. Oh maybe I need some stationery. I just realized, I need to clear out my bag and start packing in new stuff!

I'm feeling pretty nervous for the overall stuff cuz I have no idea who will I be in the same B class with. I'm assigned to BE10. So hopefully someone I know will be the the same class with me.

Also I have changed one of my subject. The deputy principal said that next time the university may look at sociology and psychology as one subject, so she said it's better to choose something different. So I have choose history over sociology. Hoping this will be a good choice :)

Okay I'm gonna go now. I wanna go read through the folder! AWESOME!

Peace out!

This is what happened.

2010-03-06T23:54:00.002+08:00

Hello!

So today late in the afternoon, I just found out that the appeal reply letter from MOE is out already is just that they haven't send it out to us only. If i knew earlier, I would have gone to taken it already and could have started school on Monday. I really wanted to start school on Monday but it seem like it's impossible. At least I got this stronger feeling that I can defiantly get into MD now. I hope I'll be in the same BE class with one of my friends, so I won't be lonely.

Mummy's birthday yesterday was okay, even though she cried like almost for the whole afternoon. I did tried my best to comfort her though. She did get lots of presents but she said she love my card the most cuz it's the most meaningful gift compare to all the other. So I was happy. My grandma gave her a fruit basket as a gift.. A very healthy gift. So overall it was an okay birthday. I think she had a good time.

I'm too lazy to blog actually. I'll just blog on Monday.

Peace out

This is awesome.

2010-03-05T10:05:00.003+08:00

This video is Amazing anyone who loves the song "Empire state of mind" should watch it.

I really like how much they are into the song. Great job guys.

Also this is Justin Bieber and Sean Kingston's new song called "eenie meenie" the title is so cute but the song is amazing and awesome. I love it.

So today is my mummy's birthday, happy birthday to her. Hope she'll have a great day today. I gave her my homemade card already, hope she likes it. I'll update either tonight or tomorrow.

Peace ya'll

I don't want this to be my fate :(

2010-03-02T23:22:00.003+08:00

So the form 6 folders are out and sadly I didn't get mine. Well the MOE haven't even gave the green light to the 6th form center for me to go to school, which is sad and depressing knowing that everyone is starting school either on Thursday or Saturday and I'll be doing nothing. Well hopefully that won't happen though cuz I'm gonna call the school tomorrow morning to ask them about my appeal and see what's up with my case. I really want to start school on Saturday with all my friends. I really do and I'm praying for a miracle to happen for me. I'm praying for a good news tomorrow to brighten up my day. I really do need all the luck I can get right now and I'm hoping that my dad will be blessing me like he always do.

It was a rather sad day for me as I see everyone happily took their folder and I am without a form 6 folder in my hands. I am lucky though to have some good friends with me and comforting me. They are indeed the best. That I am thankful to have them as my friends as I complain about my problems they listen to me with patience. I love ya'll.

Alright enough of my complaining, I'll go now and update tomorrow.

Peace out

Bye bye CNY till next year.

2010-03-01T09:02:00.002+08:00

Hello!

So yesterday was the last day of CNY, and I went out for dinner with my Godmother and her family at the Seri Kemayan restaurant. It was nice. I was really full after the dinner cuz before dinner I had delicious fresh bread from Supa save. It's so damn good, salty too :) . So see you next year CNY.

Today I should be revising more and I'm still waiting for the form 6 school list to come out. It's agonizing to wait for this I need to know if I got in or not, the longer I wait the more I get nervous. I just receive a text that maybe the folders are out but I don't know yet, will find out later.

I'm starting tuition soon , I think next week and I really need to focus on my Malay revision. Seriously!

This coming Friday will be my mom's b'day. I'll probably treat her dinner, since I don't know what else to give her. So yeah, hope she'll enjoy her b'day this year.

Anyway gotta go

Peace out!

Need to study.

2010-02-22T10:16:00.003+08:00

Hello!

Yesterday was a great day, it was peaceful. I had lunch at Sheraton with my mom and her friend. I enjoyed it very much especially it was a buffet lunch even though they didn't have much choice i the food but the environment was nice. They gave us a nice atmosphere.

So anyway I haven't blogged in a while cuz my sister uses the PC most of the time and the only time I can use is when she's not home. My laptop still can't receive internet, I'll need to bring it for virus scan in a shop.I seriously need my laptop to work, well I mean the internet on it.

My mom got me some revision reference book for Malay. It's for my revision. I'm gonna start today. I hope and pray to get a high C for my June exam or a B would be nice too. I'm still sorta freaking out about form 6 cuz I need to know if I got accepted or not then I need to get my uniforms and school stuff like stationery and books. Thinking about it, form 6 seems scary in some way, I guess it's just like the first day of kindergarten for me. I cried throughout my whole Kindergarten years, but I'm sure I won't cry throughout my whole form 6 years, that'd be embarrassing. :)

I've been playing a lot of video games lately, on both PC and PS2. I'm back in my game mood. Since got no internet on laptop so I'll just play games. I'm planning to get a portable DVD player too. They are surprisingly cheap you can get one in less that $200.

The pictures taken at the bottom are a few days ago, we were about to go to my Godmother's place for her open house. So of course we'll dress up nicely. I love that dress of mine, it's new but I seriously need to slim down more. Agree? YES!!!!

I love how my mom posed in this pic, she looks so cute. haha.
My sister always pose the best and I'm clueless in posing.

Okay off to study now.

Peace ya'll!

let me continue.

2010-02-16T20:15:00.004+08:00

This is Logan the guy with the pretty eyes.
This is Jake Able the bad guy but a good looking guy.

I'm back to continue the previous blog,

So where did I stopped?

Oh yeah the surprise part. So yeah it was the best thing I have ever done which was surprising my grandparents. I love the look on their faces when they saw us.

So the following days were the Chinese new year. On the 1st day of New year, all the family members came to our place to visit us. It was really nice to see all the family and to get to know them better.

Overall I just had a great time. So end of holiday story.

Moving on to what I did today. This morning I did the laundry, there was a huge pile of laundry waiting to be done. I was thinking while putting the clothes into the washing machine. Imagine if I have to wash so much clothes by my hands only like in the olden days, I think by the end of the day I would have wrinkly hands. To mush water soaking to be done. So thank God for the person who invented the Washing machine. I really thank you to whoever you are.

Then in the afternoon, I went to watch Percy Jackson and the lightning Thief. I would have to say that this is really a good movie especially for me I love the stories about Greek mythology. so when my godbrother was asking me who's this and who's that, I know instantly like who's Hades or Who's Poseidon or who's Zeus. It's so awesome. I felt smart! Oh and there were lots of good looking people in this movie like the main character, Percy Jackson who was played by Logan Lerman. I think he is a good looking guy, if you look at him long enough, you can see that he sorta looks like Ian Somerhalder, the dude from vampire diaries as Damon. Why does all the good looking duded have to be so famous?! Can't they just be ordinary like us it would be so much easier to meet them in person!

I was looking through YouTube and I saw some funny videos, check it out.

Enjoy!

Peace-out

Chinese new year.

2010-02-16T11:14:00.004+08:00

sis, aunt, me!
I love this photo but my sis probably hates it.
This is awesome. I love the shirt my grandaunt got us. She's the one in the end right.
Grandaunt telling a story.
One big family, *There are more members that were not i this photo. That's how tight we are in Penang.
Cousins, me and sis started out own little Lion dance troupe!
The immediate family
The reunion dinner
Grandpa, uncle and cousin
Hello! I'm back!!

Yesterday was a hectic day for me. First of all I just came back from Penang yesterday then after that once we arrived we went to the cemetery to visit my dad's grave. It was his anniversary yesterday. Then after that when we came home we had to clean up a bit cuz people as in my dad's friends were coming to our place.

The dinner thing at my place went well, I think everyone had a good time. My Godbrother started playing "Left 4 dead" and he turned on the volume "Loud" then when creepy sounds or zombie started jumping out both my sister and I started screaming and jumping. It was hilarious.

So anyway let me tell you how my trip went.

We traveled using Malaysia airlines! So awesome no AirAsia this time good good! Anyway me and my sister had a great time in the KLIA. She got a bag of Hersey Kisses and I got myself a bag of Jelly Beans!

The best part of the trip was surprising my grandparents! It was awesome. My uncle and his family was the one who brought us home, so they are the only ones who knew that we were back in Penang. It was funny cuz when my cousin saw us walking towards the house, she started freaking out and ran into the house and my grandma was like "what's wrong with you, crazy ah". My cousin was totally speechless. So when we finally went to the font door my grandma was filled with joy, she couldn't stop laughing. I think it was the best surprise ever. Then after a while we went out for a while and my grandpa still didn't know that we were in Penang. So finally we went home again, my grandpa opened the door, when he saw our face, he started crying and laughing. We got it on camera too.

Best trip ever.

I'm going out soon, I'll try to blog later to continue the story.

Peace-out!

We are the world.

2010-02-16T10:51:00.002+08:00

I need to blog this first of all, it's the music video for "We are the world" the new version. I lover every parts of this video.

It's beautiful and when Josh Groban's part came up I caught myself giggling! It's amazing how the can upgrade this song.

Enjoy!

Time to travel again!

2010-02-11T23:56:00.003+08:00

So tomorrow I'll finally be flying off to Penang for Chinese new year celebration. This particular trip will be a surprise to my grandparents there. It will be very cool to see their reaction, I'll probably be holding up the camera taking a video of their reactions. It will be awesome. We're gonna be there for about 3 days and be back just in time for my dad's anniversary, it will be a year that he's been gone. We still miss him very much especially my mom. But enough of the sad talk.

Anyway, while I'm gone, Valentines day will be on a Sunday and it fall on the first day of Chinese New Year. What a good timing. Double celebration. Well my Valentine for this year will be Ryan Sheckler as it was last year. One day he shall give me flowers and bring me for a romantic dinner for Valentines day. That would be an awesome dream.

So today I cleaned the whole house and I mean it. I really did and I am proud of myself for doing that. I think I did a great job, cuz when I look at the kitchen sink it looks so sparkle. I love it, I think I should do it more often. Job well done Kathy. I gave myself a pat on the shoulder and a star :D

I shall rest now, tomorrow is an exciting day, it's been a while I've went on Malaysia airlines going to Kl, so it means there's food in flight! Whoo!!

Peace-out

sad news

2010-02-09T23:31:00.003+08:00

Sad news first,

Anyway yesterday I found from my friend that the dog I used to own, the one that I gave her when I moved, passed away yesterday. It's a sad news indeed, as the dog was the very first dog I owned. We named her "Baby" and my friend renamed he r"Doggie". She's a pretty dog indeed. Oh how I miss her. She will forever be missed.

In loving memory of the cute dog, "Baby".

Okay moving on,
So today I finally send in all the forms to the school. I've even picked out my subjects already, no regrets. I can finally sleep well again tonight. I have to wait for the school to inform me if I got into the school or not so it's rather worrying. I have to continue praying.

Wonder what my future holds?

Peace-out!

Huu's collaborations

2010-02-09T12:23:00.002+08:00

So here are some videos of this amazing guy Huu. I watched some of his collaborations and they sound really good.

After listening to this cover, I fell in love with this song and now I'm gonna listen to it over and over again.

I think that's all, enjoy!

Peace out

Decisions decisions!

2010-02-08T23:03:00.002+08:00

Today was indeed a busy day. I went to school in the morning and dealt with all the forms stuff in STPRI, I walked up and down in the school getting signatures. Then in the afternoon I finally went to MD to find out if I have the possibility to get into MD, and I think I do have the possibility.

I'm thinking on what subjects to take and now I have one more to decide on and that's all. I'll have to had ion the form tomorrow and then just wait patiently after that to see if I got accepted into the school or not. It can be pretty nerve wrecking.

I really hate making tough decisions! It's hurts my head making tough decisions!

This will be a new journey for me.

Peace-out.

watch!

2010-02-07T09:25:00.003+08:00

It's just a short one, Justin Bieber sang in French in the beginning of the video. He is adorable.

Watch. He's singing medley.

I love and hate my results!

2010-02-07T08:24:00.006+08:00

*Some of these pictures are "Stolen" from Lynnie's facebook album and some are taken from my camera. We're suppose to be doing our speech for the debate but not much progress in the end, we were all still thinking and talking about our results.

Hey,

So at last the results finally came out yesterday and just happened that we had a debate meeting in school in the afternoon. Just when I arrived in school, the first thing I heard was "THE RESULTS ARE OUT!" So of course I started panicking and I didn't even register for the results so I had to wait patiently for the results. Then at around 2pm the results were posted up. I didn't dare go look at my results at first but I had too.

It's safe to say that I didn't fail any subjects I passed all of them but the sad thing is that I got a D for my Malay. I was suppose to get a C but this is disappointing. Looking on the bright side though, I am indeed very surprise I got C for my maths and Chemistry. YES! I'm very shock myself too. I got a B for my English and E.Lit. I didn't get an A for my computer so no $100 for me. My mom was happy about my results though but only my Malay. So now we're still a bit worried, not sure if I can go to MD or not. I seriously want to go to MD!!

So anyway to make it clear about my results here's the list.

Malay - D

Biology - D

Maths- C

Chemistry - C

English - B

Eng. Lit- B

History - B

Computer - B

You can say it's an okay results. My mom did predicted that I would get 6 O's and she was right but we didn't think that Malay was not included. Darn it!Monday will be a crazy day.

Yesterday my mom did called around to ask with my results like that is it possible for me to go to MD. So far there are more people saying that it's possible for me to go to MD but I just have to take the June exam for my Malay when time comes. I'll find out more again on Monday. But if I can't go to MD I'll just have to go to ISB. I know the way I say it I sound sad cuz I really want to go to MD. Well studying IB in ISB is pretty cool too. I am defiantly qualify to take IB is just that it's expensive and there are more subjects to take compare to A Levels. Thinking of the plus side in going to ISB is that there will be lots of Caucasians. I'd probably feel somewhat like in heaven. Oh well.

So since the results are finally out, I can finally take a breath of relief for a moment then worried about school again. Oh By the way I'd like to congratulate to all the people who did well and passed their exam.

Yesterday my mom brought me to Kiulap mall to have a nice meal, well actually we only had cakes. But anyway, we walked around the mall after we're done eating, I was actually still looking for new year clothes and finally found lots that looks really nice. In Kiulap Mall they have more nicer clothes compare to The Mall. Anyway, my mom got the clothes for me as a present. Love my mom!

Okay I'll go now, got e-mails to send.

Peace-out!

Never judge a book by it's cover!

2010-02-05T23:51:00.003+08:00

Okay so today I saw this amazing video of this dude name Huu, he's a Vietnamnese but he's living in France so his French is really good but English is so-so. I warn you thoug, you'll be amazed after watching this video.

Also I watched his cover of a French song. He really inspired me to learn French again. And I shall learn more French.

Moving on, today I didn't do much. I baked more cookies in the morning then went to lunch with my granparents and aunt. Then came home and watched DVD.

I finally watched more episodes of Vampire Diaries and I fall in love with Damon (Ian Somerhalder) even more. That cheeky look on his face, his eyes just lures you into loving him even more. He is a very beautiful man. With that beautiful face of his you would never have guessed that he's the bad guy, that's how he get's his prey in the show. People trust him because he is gorgeous! Well Stefan(Paul Weseley) looks okay too but I like Damon more when he's behaving well..For this vampire story I give exceptional to the bad guy. Can't wait for more episodes of Vampire Diaries!

Look at that gorgeous face!

I seriously need to find myself a vampire, a very good looking one like him. :D

Tomorrow, I'll be going to school for this debate thing. I just want to tag along that's all but I did do some research for the topic that they're doing tomorrow. It's exciting.

I shall stop here now.

Peace-out!

An interesting day.

2010-02-04T21:46:00.002+08:00

Hey,

Let me first explain these pictures. The first one is obviously a basket, my plan was to catch the bird that flew into my computer room and refuse to fly back out. BUT I didn't have the guts t cats it even though it's so much more smaller than me and I got this bucket which I catch it. My sister woke me up at 6.30 am this morning telling me that a bird flew in the house and told me to get rid of it. The thing is that before she woke me up I was having such a sweet dream and I was so sleepy. Since she woke me up I couldn't get back to sleep. So I was up chasing the bird (which I think is a Sparrow) around the room until I felt lie I was exercising cuz I was sweating as if I did a 30 minute work out which I did. Cuz I was running and squatting around the room for 30 minutes plus. Anyway the bird finally flew out the window around 9am. When it flew out I was like "Oh finally!". Cuz the bird did freak me out a bit, I was so scared that it will poop around my house.

The basket
The bird!

Moving on, I went out with my grandma this morning and just hung out with her. We went to the Jerudong fish market and it was pretty interesting and stinky there. There were some JIS Kindy kids there on a field trip. They look so adorable!

Just now I went out with my mom and we just came home. I got another stack of new DVDs. I couldn't help it. So now I got more DVD to watch. I wanted to get "The sound of music" but they didn't have it but instead I got "Oliver" since the play is coming up soon so I though I might as well find out what's it all about.

Kris Allen is going to KL, So not fair! All the celebs go to Malaysia, KL especially. Just like Ne-Yo he was there last month. Well at least South East Asia is being recognized. I do hope one day they'll come to Brunei.

Okay I shall go now.

Peace-out!

Very inspiring

2010-02-03T12:23:00.003+08:00

I came across this video of Marie Digby, showing her fans how she write a song, how she starts a song. After watching this it really inspired me a lot. I'm so gonna be playing my guitar today after I clean up the house. Anyway this is the video.

I also saw Adam Lambert's new vido "What do you want form me". This song is really good and this is why we fell in love with him in American Idol. He is indeed a talented guy, very charismatic. I'm going to get his album.

Also some other inspiring thing was after I watched the movie "Fame" I was so inspired to learn more music and also I watched the anime "Skip beat"now, that anime inspired me to get into acting. I want to be involve in some plays or some production. That way I finally decided to sign myself up to the "Oliver" production just help out a bit and for the next play I'll defiantly audition for a role. So inspired today

Plus this morning I got to see Nick perform live. He is amazing. I can't wait to get his album. He is also a very inspiring guy.That guy is just born to be amazing. The future President of America.

I'll try to blog again later.

Peace-out

Eventful day.

2010-02-02T23:14:00.004+08:00

Hey people,

Today I had a great day, especially in the afternoon. One of my friend and my sis' friend came to our place to hang out while they wait for they sibling to finish school in CHMS. We had a great time singing as you can see. We laughed a lot too cuz Kim's friend was funny she is a good singer but when she sang she had no expression on her face but her voice is singing with expression. We really did had a great time. I sang too, and at one time when both mic was being use, I just screamed out the lyrics. Well I was singing but louder. I thought I was gonna loose my voice already but turns out my body is strong enough to take my forceful singing. I was hoping to loose my voice actually you know like how when people gets a sore throat and can'r speak too much. I never really have that before. I thought it would be awesome. They should come again and we shall sing again. I think the best entertainment in my house when people come is karaoke.

As you can see these following pictures are messy. Well this morning I woke up and saw my kitchen messy like a monkey came into my house and looked for food. This is call "Breaking and eating". Well the monkey only messed up the kitchen and it wasn't too messy for me to clean up. It only open a container filled with Oreos and ate them all up and decided to have some noodles on the table. That's all. Plus it didn't left any "Gift" behind for me. So that's good.

I would say that today was a pretty eventful day. I had a good time. Tomorrow will be another day. Let's hope for the best.

Anyway today Nick Jonas and the Administration's debut album comes out. I so want to get it. I'll probably just wait for the original one to come to Brunei or I'll just go back to Penang and get it.

I've been watching DVD a lot lately and my full stack of DVD has recently went down, the stack has become lower. Just a few more DVD to go and I got no more DVD to watch.

Okay I shall go explore the internet now.

Peace-out.

Baking Time!

2010-02-01T13:34:00.004+08:00

This morning I woke up early, like around 7.30. I wanted to sleep but I figured if I do continue sleeping, I'll probably wake up around noon, so it's best to wake up early.

So anyway, I finally baked my cookies/biscuit. I would say that they're successful but some were burnt. I taste okay though. I'm planning to try baking it again. Hoping it will be a success next time.

The Grammy awards was on this morning and it was okay, it wasn't as interesting as last year's. Michael Jackson's son and daughter went up stage to help accept their father's award on behalf of him. They also did a tribute to Michael Jackson and the performance was wonderful.

Next year's Grammy, I'd like to suggest some nomination, Miley Cyrus, Justin Bieber, Jonas Brother, Demi Lovato, Jordin Sparks, Adam Lambert, Kris Allen and so much more who were not nominated this year.

Okay I'm off to have lunch now.

Peace-out

I was thinking..

2010-01-31T19:58:00.003+08:00

I think my life is officially over, I really don't want to talk about it too and it's not about the results cuz it's not out yet but yeah.

Okay so today I went to church and I had a good time, It was really peaceful there. I'm probably going there again next week. I think the only person who really motivates me to go to church now are the Jonas Brothers, they really have this strong believes in their religion so I'd like to have something in common with them beside the liking of music.

I was kinda down today, but I did tried to cheer myself up by watching an awesome video of Ryan Sheckler, this guy who interviewed Ryan asked what if he becomes president of America. It has never cross my mind before but what a good idea but I was thinking what if he's running against Nick and I have to vote. I defiantly can't choose who to vote for. I would just refuse to vote.

I was thinking today, I realize that there's so much more for me to face in the future and even though last year was the toughest year for me ever but I'll have so much more to face in the future. The main priority now is that I have to go to From 6 no matter what and finish my A-Levels. Then head to the States to study in one of the universities there, finish my courses there and then work there then look for Ryan Sheckler. That's the biggest goal. That last goal there has to come true, cuz I want to spend my life with him. The dude is amazing, he's been through so much with his parents divorce and he know how much it hurts to go though a divorce so most probably he won't get a divorce. If I can't find Ryan then I'll go find Nick Jonas, if not then I'll go find Taylor Lautner. My life would be complete by then.

Sometimes I think I should have my own reality show and it will probably be interesting too. There's too much drama in my life and it really sound so much like a reality show.

Indeed I've been thinking a lot today.

I was watching this one show on E! just now and it was about the Jonas Brothers. They are amazing, not perfect but amazing. They're so talented and I really want to sing a duet with Nick Jonas one day and write a song with him too. I shall play my guitar tomorrow.

Tomorrow's plan is to bake cookies. That's what I'm going to do tomorrow morning. Baking time!!

Peace out!

Plays are awesome.

2010-01-30T21:47:00.005+08:00

Hey ya'll

Currently listening to Demi Lovato's "Middle" from her first album, interesting fact this song was written by Kara Dioguardi. It's a very nice song.

This afternoon, I went to watch a play that was performed by the students of ISB. "The king and I", they did a great job singing, acting and dancing. I really enjoyed the play and it was the first time for me to watch a play like that and the Empire theater is so beautiful with those individual cubical thind with table and comfy seats, I like it. I dressed up very nicely just now when I went to watch the play, I wore a white top with a black vest and my black skinny jeans with my black and white open-toe pumps. I think I looked good.

Anyway the play was really good and I've actually seen the movie before and I actually love the movie, I am actually surprise that quite a number of people who has never heard of this movie before.

I'll just say this once here, the results are coming out pretty soon and basically everyone who is waiting for the result is damn nervous and seriously killing us mentally. We're seriously going crazy here. Okay I'll shut up about that now.

Next topic is that I just found out that STPRI is going to have debate meeting soon probably next Saturday afternoon. I'm so up for it even though I didn't really contribute much when debate happened. I'm gonna try this time to find some points for the case. I've already started my research. I'm really excited about it. Hopefully from this next time I can be a lawyer and next time be in Nick Jonas' cabinet when he becomes the president of United states of America. I suddenly sound so patriotic for the Americans. It is a fun thing joining the debate.

After watching the ISB play, I really want to be in a production like play a character, that's it for the next SEED production, I'm going to participate. Hopefully the next play will be sound of Music, it would be awesome. Oh or maybe Hairspray or maybe West Side Story, those are some awesome plays.

Another plus side of going to this ISB play is that I saw Mr.Stephen, I haven't seen him since last year, it was great to see him again and I chatted with him for a while about the Olive play. Also the other plus side of going to this play is that there were lots of Caucasian and some hot ones that are about my age. Awesome but as I've said I focused on 'that' guy.

Okay till next post.

Peace-out.

May the force be with you!

(Feeling geeky after I saw the "lightsaber" that are being sold in the Mall.)

Me and my friends.

2010-01-26T09:30:00.004+08:00

Yesterday I had fun, 2 of my best friends came over to my place. We haven hang out in a long time so finally we decided to hang out at my place. We had karaoke and ate Pizza. We talked sing and ate, that's all we did but we had fun. I'm planning to have another gathering at my place again. This time DK must come.

Moving on, last night I played "The Godfather" on ps2 and I had this mission which was intense, I had to run around the whole New York and "Kill" and escape from the cops. It's a fun game to play. If funny every time when I start playing the game or is about to play the game I always tell my mom "I'm off being a mafia now." . What a fun game!

anyway, I'm going out later in the afternoon, Today I woke up early I woke up at 8.30 am. I haven woken up that early during this holiday. So it's nice waking up early again. Tomorrow's plan stay at home and chillax and maybe go out with my mom.

I'm off to eat a piece of cheesecake now.

Peace-out.

Long time no blog.

2010-01-24T20:02:00.003+08:00

Today I went to church in the morning. Yeah I'm surprise too, cuz I don't go to church and suddenly I attended a service, well I accompanied my mom and I'll probably go again next week. It was the earliest service, like most of the people there are either old or alone. Well they are not all completely old. I did enjoyed it. There were some youths too.

Moving on, just now I went to the mall to watch "Tooth fairy" again for the second time with my Godbrother and my sister. Before the movie, we went to the arcade then we went to eat, you know how at the mall food court, we carry our food with the trays provided then we go look for our seat, so yeah while we were looking for a table, both my sister and I saw an empty table beside this table filled with3 Caucasians, so obviously, instantly, we decided to go there to seat but my Godbrother said no, his reason, the table was dirty. So anyway we didn't get to sit beside the Caucasians but we did manage to keep turning out head and look at them, from my sister's view she said they didn't look so good so it's okay, we didn't loose anything. Better luck next time.

After the movie, we went to Cheong Hock to buy DVD even though I still got a stack in my shelf that I haven't seen yet, but I heard that the DVDs that I want are clear already so I went to get it plus I got my new set of Naruto DVD, time to continue watching Naruto. I'm now trying to finish reading "Vampire Diaries" I know I've said that ever since the beginning of this month but I haven't had the time to actually sit down and read a book.

I actually wanted to start a proper scrap booking activity but my mom said no to buying the ready mad scrapbook album, well for now no but she said she'll get it for me if we didn't spent over our budget for this month. Oh well.

I highly recond people to go watch "Tooth fairy" It's a good movie. Oh yeah Ryan's foundation didn't win the $1 million, it's sad but hopefully his foundation will get more donations even after those voting. Ryan just had the screws in his foot removed so now he needs some healing time. God bless him. I love him.

I'm going off now, that's my update so far.

P.S. I know some people are waiting for me to update my story but I'm working on it, so be patient. I have a hard tie thinking out the other parts of the chapter, so bare with me.

Peace-out

This is what I do

2010-01-20T11:43:00.002+08:00

I just made bookings for the movie "Tooth fairy" tomorrow!! I can't wait to watch it. *I'm so excited and I just can't hide it* Hahaha

Anyway, nothing much happen in my life so yeah. I am working out though to loose some weight and eating right too. I think I've been sleeping a little too late this past few day, I should go back to my usual school sleeping time, that way I can wake up early.

I've been looking at Nicole Richie's costume jewlery line, House of Harlow 1960, she has desing very beautiful stull. I love it I whish I can get my hand on some of those jewlery.

http://www.shopbop.com/house-harlow-1960/br/v=1/2534374302148552.htm?all

Nothing much to say, off to do some chores now.

Peace-out!

She got me hooked onto thses songs!

2010-01-19T10:22:00.002+08:00

So this is what happen when you let me listen to nice Korean music and especially when there's sub, English sub in it and you understand the song and see how meaningful it is. Lynnie told me to listen too this yesterday. "Let me hear your voice"- by Big Bang. It's a beautiful song that gets you aawwww-ing. Cuz when you look at the sub is so like aww like I said.

Then the link she gave me was a playlist so when the video was over, the next video started playing

and I didn't even realize, so when I finally realize, I listen to it. It's called "wedding Dress" by Taeyang.

This song is so sad and especially when you watch the music video. I was so sad after watching the

video. It got me awww-ing too. It's so ........ See I don't even know how to describe it.

Anyway that's what happen last night. Lynnie got me hook onto these Koresn songs. Darn her,

then when she read this she's gonna be like "Why me?" haha clueless moment.

Anyway after listening to these two songs, it got me really inspired to write a song, well I did write a

song but the new song I want it to be meaningful and nice. It's gonna be hard.

GTG!

Peace-out!

These people make me happy.

2010-01-19T00:25:00.006+08:00

When I'm down, I look at the faces of these people. They are amazing. They make me happy.

First off here we have Nicholas Jerry Jonas or as we know him as Nick Jonas.

He is a handsome young man with both a beautiful soul and voice. The way he perform always makes me happy. He has his way of singing that makes every girl's heart melt.

Next we have here is my very handsome Ryan Allen Sheckler AKA Ryan Sheckler.

See that gorgeous smile and those beautiful eyes. Looking at this or any other of his pictures really make my day. If he is right here next to me right now, I'd be in heaven.

Okay so now we have here is Taylor Daniel Lautner for short Taylor Lautner.

Now this pretty boy is just a wonderful person. He has this amazing personality. He is making every girls around the world crazy. Just one look at him can make you scream or squeal so much. Well he is gorgeous too.

Okay now this next guy is way older than me, 14 years older to be exact.He is Jensen Ross Ackles or people know him as the popular character Dean Winchester.

He is currently 31 years old but look at him. He is so HOT, oops sorry, He is very handsome. I wish I can meet him or be in an episode of Supernatural. Oh my I'm in love with an older man! My dad would be disappointed.haha. Anyway, I love him. I love to watch him on Supernatural. Watching him today made me happy.

SO that's a wrap. Oh yeah The Golden Globes award was amazing. I love it but Glee should have won all their nominated awards. I knew Avatar would won it's nomination for best movie I think. IT's already well predicted.

I'm out

Peace-out!

I'm stressed out

2010-01-17T15:48:00.002+08:00

Yesterday my mood was a bit down. Well only in the evening. I don't know why but I felt like I screw up or something. I just had this horrible feeling for the whole night. Then I cried I don't know why but I just wanted to cry. Also it seemed like my mom didn't care at all, so she kinda made me feel even more horrible. This morning when I woke up, I feel horrible again. I didn't even talked much to my mom like how I usually do. So yeah horrible weekend.

Yesterday I got offered a part time job to work at a clothing store, a boutique owned by my father's friend. I was reluctant cuz I was thinking if I start on Monday then on Thursday I've already got plan, so I can't just work for 3 days then ask for a leave and watch movie with my friends then get back to work. It would be unprofessional. I'd love to work in that shop but the only problem is my schedule. Then yesterday I was abit down so obviously I was a bit blur out and frowning. When that happened I was at the shop that I was offered to work in. So Anyway, I was sitting down on the bench just waiting for time to pass, the suddenly my mom asked me what's the matter with me, so I snapped out of my blurness ad said "Oh nothing" I didn't want to admit that I was down.

Well to be honest I was a bit depress that all the cloths in that shop couldn't fit me, they can only fit into my sister or my mom, those with the slim body. So it suck for me cuz I love clothes and all the clothes there didn't seem to fit me. I felt horrible and wanted to cry but as usual all my parents friends always look at me as a smiley girl who doesn't have a frown on her face so when I did they questioned about my frown and again I have to put on a show and tell then "Oh nothing" They should know I'm only human and I have feelings too so yeah when they say "I'm fat and yes even if I already know that for a fact, I do get hurt. I have feelings people! I know I may sound shallow now but it's true.

Okay moving away from depression. Yesterday I went to my Godmother's place and saw her new puppy. She is so adorable. My sister and I couldn't stop hugging and carrying it. It made me want a puppy at that moment, well I've always wanted a dog for a long time already.So yeah.

I went to watch "Spy next door" yesterday. It's a good movie. It's average but I enjoyed it, cuz it's not what I thought the story line would be like. I still can't wait for Thursday for Toothfairy!! Ahh Ryan Sheckler!! See if I don't know Ryan and since Dwayne is the main character. I would be like Ahhh Dwayne. instead.

I was watching American Idol and all these people has like full confidence of their singing. I scare that I'm like them and end up singing badly in the end. So I would probably em brassed myself.

I'll stop here for now.

Peace-out!

What happened on Thursday.

2010-01-15T02:06:00.003+08:00

Today I watched Naruto and the CD made me mad cuz just when the exciting part starts happening that when it stopped. I'm gonna go change it tomorrow. Anyway I had a weird cuz I dream about a Korean band which is not normal for me, I'm not gonna go into details but anyway it was awesome.

so this afternoon when I was about to take my shower,I looked at the clock and it was about time my sister would be home so I waited but in the end I waited by the window for about 30 minute just waiting for her to come home, so yeah should have taken my bath earlier.

Just now my mom brought me and my sis to a church worship group meeting but to be honest I didn't like it, not offending the religion but I felt so out of place even though the people there mad us feel comfortable. I'm so not going to another group meeting. I'm gonna stop talking about that now.

Moving on I missed American Idol again! I hate it. I'm gonna watch it on the weekend. Hopefully, it will show everything, well of course it will. I heard that this song "Pants on the ground" is a hit and it was predicted my Simon. It was sang by a 52 year old guy who auditioned. Of course he didn't get it, he's too old. Anyway it is a trending topic on Twitter and it's pretty much everywhere.

I think I got much to do tomorrow, oh well off to make a to-do list for tomorrow and Saturday. Oh wait my mistake it's already Friday, So I'll be making a,list for today and Saturday.

I LOVE RYAN SHECKLER, FOR SOME REASON I DON'T KNOW WHY. THE GUY IS AMAZING!!

Peace-out!

I hang with my friends.

2010-01-13T12:07:00.003+08:00

Hello! I haven't blogged in a while, my reason is because the wireless is still not connected to my laptop. So the only time I can use the internet is when my sister is not at home.

So yesterday I went to CHMS to see my friend Lynnie. I went to accompany her there cuz she's been complaining about how boring it was to stay there for the whole afternoon waiting for her sister. Her sister is adorable though. Anyway, we went to the canteen to hang out then we walked around the school's new building where the library is at, the I suggested to walk back to my place and we did. We hung out at my place for a while then I walk back out with her again. I played with her DSLR which was awesome. I took tons of rubbish on her camera, when she look at it she's probably gonna be like "What the heck is she taking all this pictures for!" Well I don't know how will she react to it but anyway I wanted to take her camera away from her.

The day before that I hung out with Syafiqah at the mall we went shopping and watched "Old Dogs" it's a damn funny movie. I love it. Anyway I had a great time with her.

I'm going to watch Old Dogs again tonight with my mom and sis and my Godparents and my God brothers. Can't wait, I've already booke dthe tickets for tinight;s movie.

I can't wait for next Thursday! Toothfairy!! Ryan Sheckler!! Excitement!

I finally finish watching Glee season one and I've gotta say all my wishes for season one came true! So overall for Glee season 1 is a happy ending. I so can't wait for season 2 plus I'm still waiting for Vampire's diary. I hate it that every time I have to wait so long for the next episodes to be sold in stores.

I'm so addicted to the sims 3 now, I wonder how they make people get so addicted to games. since I got nothing to do tomorrow, I'll watch my Naruto oh and tonight, American Idol is finally premiering! New season! Ellen Degeneres is the new AI judge!!! I love her.

Moving on, just now as I wa splanning on what outfit to wear, I was thinking to wear my Beatles t-shirt again but I think I over wear that shirt and whenever I see my grandma, I'm always in that shirth if I wear it again, she's probably gonna think that I don't have ant other shirts towear anymore. I like that shirt, I'm now a hug fan of the t-shirt brand "Junk food". They got awesome Ts. http://www.junkfoodclothing.com/ . That's their website.

Anyway gotta go now. I'm going to STPRI to get my pendrive back, also to pick up my sister.

Peace-out

Let's dominate the world

2010-01-09T09:13:00.005+08:00

This video made my day, seeing Nick sing like this made my heart stopped

beating for a while,

I love him even more after watching this.

The is unbelievably amazing. I can't wait for the stidio version of this song,

it's called "Stay".

Anywya. I haven't blogged for a whie, that's because I don't have internet on my

laptop and only

on the PC but my sister is using the PC so I don't have chance to use it. I can only

use it when she's

in school.

O haven't been doing much anyway my aunt got me The Sims 3 original as my b'day present,

so I've been enjoying that so far.

I've planned to make Ellen Degeneres recognize that she's got Asian fans

and hopefuly make her find out about Brunei, so I can meet her.

P.S. the title is totally irrelevant to this post.

Gotta go now.

Peace-out

What a morning

2010-01-07T09:09:00.004+08:00

Hey didn't blog yesterday, anyway, I went o a friend's house, my childhood friend Sabena. I haven's seen her in a while so I went to see her. We had fun even though we didn't do much and oh, she's got cute puppies in her house.

Anyway this morning, I was woken up by the sudden turning off of my air-con, so I figured that maybe my room wants me to wake up and I did, then I went to on my light but it didn't on so I figured the switch must have tripped. So I went to my living room and checked the fuse box, then I heard some noise coming from outside my house door, I got freaked out, then I looked through the peep-hole to see who it was, it turns out they are people from the electrical department. They were changing the reading meter, I think. so I just ignored them until they're finally gone I turned on my electricity and it works, so as long a there's electricity in my house, then it's fine.

So I woke up early this morning. My plan today is to clear the DVD shelf and see what I still don't have then go out and get it.

I'll blog later again.

oh yeah

2010-01-06T01:01:00.002+08:00

I just remembered what I wanted to blog about. I've been having this on my mind. I wanted to type out about my 2009 overview, so here it goes.

I lost someone I love, may he rest in peace and miss him a lot.

I met real Hollywood celebs for the first time and experienced the loudest scream I've ever heard.

I finally sat for my O'Level exam which will determine my future.

I've gone though so much in 2009 and I know it's a suckis year, it was the suckishest year ever.

Anyway overall 2009 is the worst year ever.

pretty boring

2010-01-06T00:26:00.002+08:00

I finally got DVDs and CDs today. I'm happy but not fully satisfy, cuz I still need purple nail polish. I want to get some more DVDs too. Didn't do much today and I totally ignored my sister but I don't think she gets it.

Anyway, I'm gonna spend my tomorrow watching DVD and clean the DVD shelf and the computer table. I'll probably do nothing much too.

This will be a boring and short post. I have no idea what to type anyway.

Peace-out!

I'm back!!

2010-01-04T14:20:00.002+08:00

Hahaha, that's me laughing because i finally got internet connection.

Anyway Happy new year! I had a great December and so far 2010 have been good to me. Usually at this time of the year, I would be starting school already but this time I don't need to go to school yet. So it's sorta cool. It's different.

Today I spent the morning doing the laundry and I'm planning to go get some DVDs tomorrow. My house PC does not work so it got sent for fixing I don't know when it'll be back but hopefully it'll be back soon so I don't have to share this laptop with my sister.

I got loads of pictures of my trip to upload but I haven't done it yet so soon I'll do it. Since I just got internet, I got my e-mails to check, facebook notifications and Hollywood news to update.

Hollywood news I just hear is that My most favourite news ever. Taylor.L and Taylor.S finally broke up, so now we'll just wait for her to write a song about him. The next one is that Kourtney Kardashian gave birth to a baby boy during December, congratulations to the family.

after my holiday, when we came home, my house was dusty so I spent the new year's eve cleaning the house till 1am, it's a fun thing to do, I feel like I have accomplished something.

There's like 9 new born puppies downstairs of my flat, they're all so cute. I finally went to see them today.

Anyway happy day, and I'll update soon.

Peace-out!

Merry Christmas.

2009-12-25T21:11:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was great, just what I wished for. A nice peaceful Christmas eve. My mom's side of Family are all Buddhist especially my grandparents are both strong believers of Buddhist, so when my grandfather suggested to have a Christmas eve party at home, I was sorta shock.

So anyway, My grandfather suggested to invite my father's spirit to come into this house to celebrate Christmas with us. I actually wasn't sure about that but i just went along with whatever my grandfather suggested cuz he's an elder. Anyway, the mini party was sorta fun. We had lots of food to eat. I wanted to eat everything but I couldn't I knew if I ate more I would explode eventually. My grandaunts came and my uncle came over too. I had fun.

Today was a bit boring. Christmas this year is just meh. There wasn't much to do. All I did today was walked around a shopping mall and went to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks 2. I enjoyed the movie. It was awesome plus the songs were nice in the chipmunks version.

I'll probably do more shopping tomorrow. I just realized something. My birthday is 5 days before Christmas and Ryan's birthday is 5 days after Christmas. Both still with the festive feeling. It's so awesome. When we get together we would have so much fun every December and being here in Penang, it got me thinking about staying here instead of going back to Brunei. Then I was thinking when I get together with Ryan we could come on holiday here in Penang and I would bring him shopping and we would stay in the beach hotel. That'd be awesome too.

I think I'll just stay here get a nice apartment fill with nice stuff and I'll be very happy already. Yes I need lots of thinks in life to make me happy. Especially shopping and not with my own money and yeah that sounds bad too.

Gotta go somewhere in the internet world now.

Peace-out

P.S Lots of love and Marry Christmas to everyone.

Thing that make me happy and sad.

2009-12-23T21:41:00.003+08:00

Life goes on but the wound will never leave. That's what I just realize just now when my mom cried again when she thought about my dad. The whole house was quiet and the mood here was low. I hate this type of feeling.

Anyway I tried to bring up the mood by listening to Michael Buble. He is awesome, he totally brought up my mood. I love how music can change a person's mood.

Just now I the afternoon, I saw Ryan on True Jackson, VP. It's a show on Nickeoldean. I only got to watch the show for like 5-10 minutes at the ending. Cuz when I found out he was on the show it's was a bit too late. Anyway when I saw him on the TV, I was jumping up and down screaming his name and my heart was beating fast. My grandparents and my cousin was staring at me weirdly and they have no idea what's going on. My mom was sorta shock with my reactions. My sis joined in with my Sheckler craziness. It was fun. I love Ryan. The thing is that he makes me frustrated sometimes because I" can't have him now. Oh well, that day will come.

Moving on, today I got myself 2 new classic books, Romeo& Juliet, and Arabian nights. Then I got a Kenny G cd and my mom got me a pair of black pants.

I hope Christmas and Christmas eve will be okay and not so sad, otherwise I'll not enjoy it.

The few thing that I'm looking forward to in this holiday are riding on a motorbike with my grandma, enjoy more shopping, go to a karaoke place and have fun with singing.

I'd like to buy more stuff but I'm running out on cash and my bag is pretty filled up. I probably need to bring a bigger bag when I come here next year.

My Christmas wish is to have Ryan tweet me, have a peaceful and joyous Christmas and have a fresh new year hopefully go to form 6 next year.

Gotta go now, got some other stuff to do.

Peace out

Another shocking Hollywood death!

2009-12-21T22:24:00.003+08:00

I just found out today that Brittany Murphy passed away yesterday. She's so young and died from cardiac arrest. It's a sand thing. Hollywood have defiantly lost a lot of talented people this year. I was shocked when I heard about this. I don't consider myself a huge fan but I've seen some of her movies and she is very talented and a great singer too as she have shown us in "Happy feet" voice as Gloria. I'd like to send my condolence to her family.

Congratulations to Kevin and Danielle

2009-12-21T22:15:00.004+08:00

Oh yeah I forgot to mention. Congratulation to Kevin and Danielle holy matrimony.

I'm happy for then and wish them the best wishes in their future and have a blast in their marriage. They're a cute couple.

My B'day, 17 should be my year.

2009-12-21T20:54:00.003+08:00

I had a great birthday celebration yesterday, swam for about 4 hours and now I got sunburns on both of my shoulders and some on my face. It's cool but it hurts. So this is how sunburn feels like. I saw some cute guys at the hotel but i think most of them are Germans. Oh well better luck next time.

Just now when i was still at the hotel, I tried parasailing. It was fun and not scary at all. It's nice feeling the sea breeze on my face. I can't wait to go back to the hotel next year.

Today is a Chinese festival which we eat something which I don't know what you call it in English.

I'm gonna enjoy as much as possible ofr the rest of my holiday.

This year I got lots of B'day wish compare to any other year. I love it. Thanks people!

Peace and love.

I'm 17 now, just for a year.

2009-12-20T00:09:00.003+08:00

I had a blast today. I swam for about 4-5 hours right after I checked into a hotel which my mom booked for my b'day. After swimming, my nose was runny which was fun for me. I know it's weird.

I'm having a good time just swimming only. Just now I went to dinner with my mom, sis, cousin and one of my mom's friend at this nice cafe/restaurant. It's was a nice place and the food there was good too. I like the environment there.

anyway it's past 12 and I'm officially 17!! Usually in those Vampire stories the lead character or Vampire is always 17, so I should find a vampire now! Jacob Black would be fine too as my fuzzy werewolf. Anyone can get me Ryan Sheckler as my b'day present would be awesome. I'll be the happiest girl alive. So anyone feel free to get Ryan Sheckler to notice me it would be awesome.

I've started on the new story already and so far so good. Gonna keep working on it.

Just now i went to visit Penang's new hotel, Hard Rock hotel. It's the hottest hotel in town. I love it there with all the memorabilia. took some awesome pictures. I'm reading the Lovely bones now and it's okay so far.

I was thinking, after reading "The time traveller's wife" it has somewhat changed the way I think, you know in a more open minded thinking but nit's not that I was not open minded. so yeah. anyway I'm gonna stop blogging now.

Peace-out!

Damn it people, Watch Avatar. It's the best!

2009-12-18T00:13:00.002+08:00

That movie "Avatar" is the best movie I've seen this year, compare to any other movie, it is the best. It's a long movie but worth sitting in the cinema for about 2 hours plus to watch this film. I love the graphics and the storyline. It's written and directed by James Cameron. This film had taken 15 years to actually complete it and put it on the big screen. All the hard work was worth it and I'd like to go watch it again. I love it so much. I will get the DVD too.

I just read in Wikipedia about "Avatar" and James Cameron stated that if this film is successful( Which I know for sure it will) he plan to make 2 sequel to the movie. I hope he does.

Anyway today I spent my whole afternoon shopping in the mall. I love shopping but if you wear the wrong shoe to shopping, your feet will hurt and you will not enjoy it eventually. Well that's what happened to me today. My shoe looks good but if I walk in it for too long, It will kill my feet. But I did tried my best to walk in it as far as possible. I tried on some clothes and they didn't looked good on me so I did felt horrible like I feel ugly but then my mom tried to cheer me up by telling me that we'll find something that will look good on me eventually which made me felt even worst but my grandma kinda cheered me up but paying for my massage chair, I did felt a bit better after that so thank you very much grandma. Then my mom found something nice for me but I wanted a dress.

So anyway after that we walked pass by a nice store, you know 'British India', the clothing store? The one with all the fancy clothes. yeah we went in and both me and my sister tried on a lot of dresses but didn't buy it cuz all the dresses there are very very expensive but we just tried them on just for fun. I had a feeling that if we tried on more, they would eventually kick us out. I love the dresses there though. I was trying to look for a nice long Summer dress, I did find one but it cost like $200 +, which is very expensive.

That's pretty much what I did today so yeah, Peace ya'll!

When Zombies attack!

2009-12-15T22:55:00.002+08:00

So I just watched Zombieland and it's the best damn zombie movie ever. Survival guide to when zombie starts taking over the world. Always remember to bring or find some Twinkies just in case if someone who tags along with you is craving for it.

I had domino pizza for dinner. I was actually very full from eating popcorns and drinking coke but oh well the pizza smell so good and I had this pizza with BBQ sauce on it. Taste so yummy.

I love my holiday here everytime when I come I enjoy my trip. Oh yeah just now when I went out for movie, there was traffic jam and me and my sister was curious about it and we saw a huge crowd so we got even more curious, when we finally arrived there, we saw a motorbike on the floor and there was a guy sitting at the side and his arm was covered in blood. Poor thing, I felt bad for him but in my opinion most of the people here are pretty reckless in driving and when I'm in the car watching someone drive, I feel scare and you can hear constant honking.

5 days till my birthday, 10 days till Christmas and 25 days till Ryan's birthday. See isn't December such a great month. I can't wait to come back here again next year better yet, I want to live here and the shopping here in awesome.

I'm currently writing on my new story, It's more of an adult story or a teen story. I think it's going to be a great story. I'll probably finish the whole story only I post it up, that way the excitement is still there.

Gotta go now.

Peace-out!

I feel great today.

2009-12-15T12:21:00.003+08:00

What's up!

This morning has been eventful but I'm not gonna get into that, and the best thing is that last night I had an awesome dream while had led and inspired me to write a new story. It's pretty cool. I feel like Stephenie Meyer. Just waiting to complete a story and publish it.

Just now I finally found a nice plaid shirt. I still need to get a long necklace and chunky rings. I can really shop here. One day when I'm making money and earning a lot, I will shop everywhere.

Sometimes I feel like I'm the only happiest person in earth but oh well. I get moody at time. I'm just gonna enjoy this holiday.

I'm gonna go watch zombieland tonight and maybe watch more movies tomorrow. I'm gonna go continue writing now.

Peace-out!

I'm on holiday!

2009-12-13T19:25:00.002+08:00

Hey,

I'm in Penang,Malaysia now. Visiting my family here and mostly shopping. I'm almost broke and it's only my first week here. I've already got all the thing I wanted except for Justin Bieber's album,. I still can't find it here. I was just thinking, they should open a Wal-Mart and Target here in Asia. I'd go there everytime.

Just now I went to Forever 21 and got a very pretty bracelet. I'm planning to go back there and get a necklace and some rings. I finally got David Archuleta's Christmas album and I love it. I got this Twilight book about Taylor Lautner. I got 2 pretty cardigan sweater. I now need to find a plaid shirt that looks pretty. Oh yeah I cut my hair short for the first time. I love it.

I haven't been writing my story cuz I've been busy shopping and going out a lot. I love it here, the only thing I don't like is the heat here. It's killing me. I try to ignore it though. For the first 2 days when I came all I did was shopping for the whole day.

Gotta go now. Peace I'll try to blog soon.