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This is so horrible!
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Finally the silence is broken!Yet if feels so horrible.What i really want is for them to talk properly to each other.My mum was the one who started the talk and my dad doesn't think it's his fault.I now I know both side of the story.I regret for not talking to my dad earlier about their argument.Just now when things got really horrible is where the point where my mom says the word "Divorce" yup that is really horrible word.Instantly I know what I have to do.After my mum drop my dad at his office to get his car ,I quickly get out of the car and get into my dad's car to talk to him about their issues.To make sure he understands in what way is he wrong.And he did understand.I actually couldn't stand the argument any longer that I finally broke into tears which I have been forcing them not to come out.When they were arguing in the car I seriously felt like opening the car door and jump out of it but the I thought about it again and think that there are still so much thing on this earth that I haven't accomplish yet.Like I've said before I have a huge ambition.Anyway I had like a really serious talk with my dad in his car and he told me when ever my mum says divorce he never agrees to it because he doesn't want me and my sis to have an incomplete family ,like he did.Which I understand a lot.he kept saying that I wouldn't understand now but I told him I've been through so much of their argument why wouldn't I understand.I've gone through this ever since I was a little girl.Every argument that they have makes me worry and it really scares me that I'm going to have an incomplete family.I really don't want that.Every time I really wish they can just find what are their mistakes and admit it them say sorry and it'll be all over.The relationship that they are having aren't even abusive.Their only problem every time is miscommunication and misunderstanding.To my conclusion of this argument I think both of them have their own mistakes or maybe it's just my dad.Firstly my dad doesn't call home and at least tell us that he is safe and he just say that it's my mom's fault.After listening to my dad's side of story ,he said my mom sent him a bad message accusing him of doing something that he didn't do.Now that part I don't know if it's my mom's mistake or not but all I have to say is that she is a really sensitive person.All she want now is my dad to say sorry to her ,which he did just now in the car but then she say that when he said sorry she don't think he said it like he meant it.Well I don't know about that.So just now when I was in the car with my dad I told him to tell her sorry again properly tomorrow cuz honestly I don't want anymore argument.I want them to really solve this problem properly.I hope my mom will really accept his sorry cuz I really want her to accept it.
My mum actually thinks that I'll feel better if they don't talk about it anymore and the closure was just now in the car which was totally horrible.She actually kinda hard head ,I don't know if that makes any sense.But yeah she actually have to listen what or how I feel.I don't know if my sister is affected at all or not cuz she doesn't seem to care.Maybe my sister partly cause this problem too??I wonder......Anyway I do seriously hope by tomorrow when my dad apologize to her ,I hope she'll accept it and they'll be fine again.Now I need God's miracle work.Oh GOD please help me seriously!!