Okay so today I went to church and I had a good time, It was really peaceful there. I'm probably going there again next week. I think the only person who really motivates me to go to church now are the Jonas Brothers, they really have this strong believes in their religion so I'd like to have something in common with them beside the liking of music.

I was kinda down today, but I did tried to cheer myself up by watching an awesome video of Ryan Sheckler, this guy who interviewed Ryan asked what if he becomes president of America. It has never cross my mind before but what a good idea but I was thinking what if he's running against Nick and I have to vote. I defiantly can't choose who to vote for. I would just refuse to vote.

I was thinking today, I realize that there's so much more for me to face in the future and even though last year was the toughest year for me ever but I'll have so much more to face in the future. The main priority now is that I have to go to From 6 no matter what and finish my A-Levels. Then head to the States to study in one of the universities there, finish my courses there and then work there then look for Ryan Sheckler. That's the biggest goal. That last goal there has to come true, cuz I want to spend my life with him. The dude is amazing, he's been through so much with his parents divorce and he know how much it hurts to go though a divorce so most probably he won't get a divorce. If I can't find Ryan then I'll go find Nick Jonas, if not then I'll go find Taylor Lautner. My life would be complete by then.

Sometimes I think I should have my own reality show and it will probably be interesting too. There's too much drama in my life and it really sound so much like a reality show.

Indeed I've been thinking a lot today.

I was watching this one show on E! just now and it was about the Jonas Brothers. They are amazing, not perfect but amazing. They're so talented and I really want to sing a duet with Nick Jonas one day and write a song with him too. I shall play my guitar tomorrow.

Tomorrow's plan is to bake cookies. That's what I'm going to do tomorrow morning. Baking time!!

Peace out!

This afternoon, I went to watch a play that was performed by the students of ISB. "The king and I", they did a great job singing, acting and dancing. I really enjoyed the play and it was the first time for me to watch a play like that and the Empire theater is so beautiful with those individual cubical thind with table and comfy seats, I like it. I dressed up very nicely just now when I went to watch the play, I wore a white top with a black vest and my black skinny jeans with my black and white open-toe pumps. I think I looked good.

Anyway the play was really good and I've actually seen the movie before and I actually love the movie, I am actually surprise that quite a number of people who has never heard of this movie before.

I'll just say this once here, the results are coming out pretty soon and basically everyone who is waiting for the result is damn nervous and seriously killing us mentally. We're seriously going crazy here. Okay I'll shut up about that now.

Next topic is that I just found out that STPRI is going to have debate meeting soon probably next Saturday afternoon. I'm so up for it even though I didn't really contribute much when debate happened. I'm gonna try this time to find some points for the case. I've already started my research. I'm really excited about it. Hopefully from this next time I can be a lawyer and next time be in Nick Jonas' cabinet when he becomes the president of United states of America. I suddenly sound so patriotic for the Americans. It is a fun thing joining the debate.

After watching the ISB play, I really want to be in a production like play a character, that's it for the next SEED production, I'm going to participate. Hopefully the next play will be sound of Music, it would be awesome. Oh or maybe Hairspray or maybe West Side Story, those are some awesome plays.

Another plus side of going to this ISB play is that I saw Mr.Stephen, I haven't seen him since last year, it was great to see him again and I chatted with him for a while about the Olive play. Also the other plus side of going to this play is that there were lots of Caucasian and some hot ones that are about my age. Awesome but as I've said I focused on 'that' guy.

Okay till next post.

Peace-out.

May the force be with you!

(Feeling geeky after I saw the "lightsaber" that are being sold in the Mall.)

Moving on, last night I played "The Godfather" on ps2 and I had this mission which was intense, I had to run around the whole New York and "Kill" and escape from the cops. It's a fun game to play. If funny every time when I start playing the game or is about to play the game I always tell my mom "I'm off being a mafia now." . What a fun game!

anyway, I'm going out later in the afternoon, Today I woke up early I woke up at 8.30 am. I haven woken up that early during this holiday. So it's nice waking up early again. Tomorrow's plan stay at home and chillax and maybe go out with my mom.

I'm off to eat a piece of cheesecake now.

Peace-out.

Moving on, just now I went to the mall to watch "Tooth fairy" again for the second time with my Godbrother and my sister. Before the movie, we went to the arcade then we went to eat, you know how at the mall food court, we carry our food with the trays provided then we go look for our seat, so yeah while we were looking for a table, both my sister and I saw an empty table beside this table filled with3 Caucasians, so obviously, instantly, we decided to go there to seat but my Godbrother said no, his reason, the table was dirty. So anyway we didn't get to sit beside the Caucasians but we did manage to keep turning out head and look at them, from my sister's view she said they didn't look so good so it's okay, we didn't loose anything. Better luck next time.

After the movie, we went to Cheong Hock to buy DVD even though I still got a stack in my shelf that I haven't seen yet, but I heard that the DVDs that I want are clear already so I went to get it plus I got my new set of Naruto DVD, time to continue watching Naruto. I'm now trying to finish reading "Vampire Diaries" I know I've said that ever since the beginning of this month but I haven't had the time to actually sit down and read a book.

I actually wanted to start a proper scrap booking activity but my mom said no to buying the ready mad scrapbook album, well for now no but she said she'll get it for me if we didn't spent over our budget for this month. Oh well.

I highly recond people to go watch "Tooth fairy" It's a good movie. Oh yeah Ryan's foundation didn't win the $1 million, it's sad but hopefully his foundation will get more donations even after those voting. Ryan just had the screws in his foot removed so now he needs some healing time. God bless him. I love him.

I'm going off now, that's my update so far.

P.S. I know some people are waiting for me to update my story but I'm working on it, so be patient. I have a hard tie thinking out the other parts of the chapter, so bare with me.

Peace-out

Anyway, nothing much happen in my life so yeah. I am working out though to loose some weight and eating right too. I think I've been sleeping a little too late this past few day, I should go back to my usual school sleeping time, that way I can wake up early.

I've been looking at Nicole Richie's costume jewlery line, House of Harlow 1960, she has desing very beautiful stull. I love it I whish I can get my hand on some of those jewlery.

Nothing much to say, off to do some chores now.

Peace-out!

When I'm down, I look at the faces of these people. They are amazing. They make me happy.

First off here we have Nicholas Jerry Jonas or as we know him as Nick Jonas.

Next we have here is my very handsome Ryan Allen Sheckler AKA Ryan Sheckler.

Okay so now we have here is Taylor Daniel Lautner for short Taylor Lautner.

Now this pretty boy is just a wonderful person. He has this amazing personality. He is making every girls around the world crazy. Just one look at him can make you scream or squeal so much. Well he is gorgeous too.

Okay now this next guy is way older than me, 14 years older to be exact.He is Jensen Ross Ackles or people know him as the popular character Dean Winchester.

SO that's a wrap. Oh yeah The Golden Globes award was amazing. I love it but Glee should have won all their nominated awards. I knew Avatar would won it's nomination for best movie I think. IT's already well predicted.

I'm out

Peace-out!

Yesterday I got offered a part time job to work at a clothing store, a boutique owned by my father's friend. I was reluctant cuz I was thinking if I start on Monday then on Thursday I've already got plan, so I can't just work for 3 days then ask for a leave and watch movie with my friends then get back to work. It would be unprofessional. I'd love to work in that shop but the only problem is my schedule. Then yesterday I was abit down so obviously I was a bit blur out and frowning. When that happened I was at the shop that I was offered to work in. So Anyway, I was sitting down on the bench just waiting for time to pass, the suddenly my mom asked me what's the matter with me, so I snapped out of my blurness ad said "Oh nothing" I didn't want to admit that I was down.

Well to be honest I was a bit depress that all the cloths in that shop couldn't fit me, they can only fit into my sister or my mom, those with the slim body. So it suck for me cuz I love clothes and all the clothes there didn't seem to fit me. I felt horrible and wanted to cry but as usual all my parents friends always look at me as a smiley girl who doesn't have a frown on her face so when I did they questioned about my frown and again I have to put on a show and tell then "Oh nothing" They should know I'm only human and I have feelings too so yeah when they say "I'm fat and yes even if I already know that for a fact, I do get hurt. I have feelings people! I know I may sound shallow now but it's true.

Okay moving away from depression. Yesterday I went to my Godmother's place and saw her new puppy. She is so adorable. My sister and I couldn't stop hugging and carrying it. It made me want a puppy at that moment, well I've always wanted a dog for a long time already.So yeah.

I went to watch "Spy next door" yesterday. It's a good movie. It's average but I enjoyed it, cuz it's not what I thought the story line would be like. I still can't wait for Thursday for Toothfairy!! Ahh Ryan Sheckler!! See if I don't know Ryan and since Dwayne is the main character. I would be like Ahhh Dwayne. instead.

I was watching American Idol and all these people has like full confidence of their singing. I scare that I'm like them and end up singing badly in the end. So I would probably em brassed myself.

I'll stop here for now.

Peace-out!

Peace-out!

So yesterday I went to CHMS to see my friend Lynnie. I went to accompany her there cuz she's been complaining about how boring it was to stay there for the whole afternoon waiting for her sister. Her sister is adorable though. Anyway, we went to the canteen to hang out then we walked around the school's new building where the library is at, the I suggested to walk back to my place and we did. We hung out at my place for a while then I walk back out with her again. I played with her DSLR which was awesome. I took tons of rubbish on her camera, when she look at it she's probably gonna be like "What the heck is she taking all this pictures for!" Well I don't know how will she react to it but anyway I wanted to take her camera away from her.

The day before that I hung out with Syafiqah at the mall we went shopping and watched "Old Dogs" it's a damn funny movie. I love it. Anyway I had a great time with her.

I'm going to watch Old Dogs again tonight with my mom and sis and my Godparents and my God brothers. Can't wait, I've already booke dthe tickets for tinight;s movie.

I can't wait for next Thursday! Toothfairy!! Ryan Sheckler!! Excitement!

I finally finish watching Glee season one and I've gotta say all my wishes for season one came true! So overall for Glee season 1 is a happy ending. I so can't wait for season 2 plus I'm still waiting for Vampire's diary. I hate it that every time I have to wait so long for the next episodes to be sold in stores.

I'm so addicted to the sims 3 now, I wonder how they make people get so addicted to games. since I got nothing to do tomorrow, I'll watch my Naruto oh and tonight, American Idol is finally premiering! New season! Ellen Degeneres is the new AI judge!!! I love her.

Moving on, just now as I wa splanning on what outfit to wear, I was thinking to wear my Beatles t-shirt again but I think I over wear that shirt and whenever I see my grandma, I'm always in that shirth if I wear it again, she's probably gonna think that I don't have ant other shirts towear anymore. I like that shirt, I'm now a hug fan of the t-shirt brand "Junk food". They got awesome Ts. http://www.junkfoodclothing.com/ . That's their website.

Anyway gotta go now. I'm going to STPRI to get my pendrive back, also to pick up my sister.

Peace-out

Anyway this morning, I was woken up by the sudden turning off of my air-con, so I figured that maybe my room wants me to wake up and I did, then I went to on my light but it didn't on so I figured the switch must have tripped. So I went to my living room and checked the fuse box, then I heard some noise coming from outside my house door, I got freaked out, then I looked through the peep-hole to see who it was, it turns out they are people from the electrical department. They were changing the reading meter, I think. so I just ignored them until they're finally gone I turned on my electricity and it works, so as long a there's electricity in my house, then it's fine.

So I woke up early this morning. My plan today is to clear the DVD shelf and see what I still don't have then go out and get it.

I'll blog later again.

I lost someone I love, may he rest in peace and miss him a lot.

I met real Hollywood celebs for the first time and experienced the loudest scream I've ever heard.

I finally sat for my O'Level exam which will determine my future.

I've gone though so much in 2009 and I know it's a suckis year, it was the suckishest year ever.

Anyway overall 2009 is the worst year ever.

Anyway, I'm gonna spend my tomorrow watching DVD and clean the DVD shelf and the computer table. I'll probably do nothing much too.

This will be a boring and short post. I have no idea what to type anyway.

Peace-out!

Anyway Happy new year! I had a great December and so far 2010 have been good to me. Usually at this time of the year, I would be starting school already but this time I don't need to go to school yet. So it's sorta cool. It's different.

Today I spent the morning doing the laundry and I'm planning to go get some DVDs tomorrow. My house PC does not work so it got sent for fixing I don't know when it'll be back but hopefully it'll be back soon so I don't have to share this laptop with my sister.

I got loads of pictures of my trip to upload but I haven't done it yet so soon I'll do it. Since I just got internet, I got my e-mails to check, facebook notifications and Hollywood news to update.

Hollywood news I just hear is that My most favourite news ever. Taylor.L and Taylor.S finally broke up, so now we'll just wait for her to write a song about him. The next one is that Kourtney Kardashian gave birth to a baby boy during December, congratulations to the family.

after my holiday, when we came home, my house was dusty so I spent the new year's eve cleaning the house till 1am, it's a fun thing to do, I feel like I have accomplished something.

There's like 9 new born puppies downstairs of my flat, they're all so cute. I finally went to see them today.

Anyway happy day, and I'll update soon.

Peace-out!