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Celebration of life and death
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Remember in my previous post where I talked about the B'day party that I went to? Well in the party they had slow dance for couples. I was sitting at the side with my mom and some of her colleagues watching those couples dance. It was so sweet. I was like ' I wish Ryan Sheckler would somehow walk in' and I would just go to him and tell him to dance with me . I would just pull him to the dance floor and dance. Seriously so sweet!Yesterday I went to a funeral. Yes, it was sad. I don't know that person though, I just followed my mom. I was hearing some eulogy, then it comes back to haunt me again, cuz when I gave my eulogy for my dad, I thought I was prepared without writing the speech but I guess I was not cuz I didn't really know what to say when I got up there. Of coures everyone said to me "Good job. You did well" but I know I didn't do so well. I did tried my best though but I would probably said something like this.
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The Eulogy that was not said:
First of all I would like to thank everyone who have helped us so much from the very beginning of our difficult time. There are so much words to describe my dad. He is a husband, a son, a friend, a musician, a man who doesn't give up easily but he is my father. I was lucky enough to have him as my father for my 16 years in this world. Even though it's not long enough for me but he has always been there for me whenever I need him. He taught me and my sister so mush things. He tried his best to prepare us to go to the real world. When ever we want something he would say no because he don't want to spoil us but in the end he still get us what we want.
I have always love traveling with my family and last year my dad made my dream come true. Fro those people who knows me well, they would know that I'm a dreamer and have always dream of going to USA. My dad so nice to make my dream come true. Last year he brought us to USA during our school holiday. I love going on holiday with my family is because during holiday we can really have family time and my dad wouldn't be call to go somewhere else and leave us at home.
I'm sure anyone that knows him well would know that he loves music. He love to sing and play guitar. I'm always annoyed when he sing he like BeeGees. I would teased him sometime and he would ask me so what is the modern way to sing. He loves to ask me and my sister what are the new song and he would then put it in his phone. Sometime we would be surprise with his choice of song. I love to hear him play guitar. The guy got a great talent. Even though he always said to me that his guitar skills are rusty already, he would still be able to play great song. I remember during his birthday last year, I decided to play happy birthday for him and my mom help record the video for me. After recording, I sent it to his phone and saw his reaction. He smiled and wanted to laugh. He complain that I've been having my guitar lesson for a few months already but my skill still don't sound so good. I was mad at him when he look like he didn't appreciate is he quickly apologize. He is one of the people who inspire me to learn how to play guitar.
He is alway sacred of us being mad at him. he always tries to please everyone. Of course both my sister and I are scared of him when he's mad. Well he usually wouldn't get mad at us. He like to tell jokes sometime and also just talk to us. I love to sometime just sit down and talk nonsense to him and see his reaction. I will miss that.
Seeing my parents' relationship shows me what true love is. They've been through it all together. Through the highs and the lows. This past few years they've been really lovey dovey, which was really sweet. I'm sure my mom will miss everything about him.
He has always been a Christian guy. He sometimes talk to us about Christianity at home and we would listen and question him about Christianity, he would always have an answer for us. We usually would always worry about his safety especially me, I would alway call him to come home as soon as possible before I go to bed, but now I don't have to worry about me anymore. I know he is a safe place now and watching over us as our guardian angel.
We will always miss and love you daddy. You will never be forgotten. Rest in peace daddy.
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That's what I wanted to say but never came out of my mouth.