Yesterday I got offered a part time job to work at a clothing store, a boutique owned by my father's friend. I was reluctant cuz I was thinking if I start on Monday then on Thursday I've already got plan, so I can't just work for 3 days then ask for a leave and watch movie with my friends then get back to work. It would be unprofessional. I'd love to work in that shop but the only problem is my schedule. Then yesterday I was abit down so obviously I was a bit blur out and frowning. When that happened I was at the shop that I was offered to work in. So Anyway, I was sitting down on the bench just waiting for time to pass, the suddenly my mom asked me what's the matter with me, so I snapped out of my blurness ad said "Oh nothing" I didn't want to admit that I was down.

Well to be honest I was a bit depress that all the cloths in that shop couldn't fit me, they can only fit into my sister or my mom, those with the slim body. So it suck for me cuz I love clothes and all the clothes there didn't seem to fit me. I felt horrible and wanted to cry but as usual all my parents friends always look at me as a smiley girl who doesn't have a frown on her face so when I did they questioned about my frown and again I have to put on a show and tell then "Oh nothing" They should know I'm only human and I have feelings too so yeah when they say "I'm fat and yes even if I already know that for a fact, I do get hurt. I have feelings people! I know I may sound shallow now but it's true.

Okay moving away from depression. Yesterday I went to my Godmother's place and saw her new puppy. She is so adorable. My sister and I couldn't stop hugging and carrying it. It made me want a puppy at that moment, well I've always wanted a dog for a long time already.So yeah.

I went to watch "Spy next door" yesterday. It's a good movie. It's average but I enjoyed it, cuz it's not what I thought the story line would be like. I still can't wait for Thursday for Toothfairy!! Ahh Ryan Sheckler!! See if I don't know Ryan and since Dwayne is the main character. I would be like Ahhh Dwayne. instead.

I was watching American Idol and all these people has like full confidence of their singing. I scare that I'm like them and end up singing badly in the end. So I would probably em brassed myself.

I'll stop here for now.

Peace-out!