So my last post was in January. It now June and half way through the year. It's has been a very hectic and busy year for me so far. Just can't wait to finish the school year and have lots of free months next year. A-Levels is this year. It's a major year for the lots of us.

Currently we're having our second term school holiday. It has been a busy week too. Need to find a free tome for my friends to come over and just hang out. I miss them, like those who are not in the same school with me.

Social life is awesome. a few complications though. But it's life we all go through these kind of things.

Anyway it's just a short post!

TTFN!

Peace out!

I'm planning some CNY things at the moment and I seriously have to clear my mind a bit.

Going through so much at this moment, even issues with friends. I don;t know if some people are my true friends or not, or maybe some of my friends just got tired of me and decide to leave me behind and find them some new friends. But maybe I'm just thinking too much.

I think I need to get out of Brunei like for a whole year then I'll be able to see who really misses me.

Anyway TTFN

Peace out!

So hey y'all, as my title say so, I feel the need to blog. So here it goes. New Year was alright, nothing special. I was stuck at home doing my homework. Thank God I manage to finish my work. School started and it was alright too. We started everything in school straight away. We just jump into lessons. I guess I'm getting use to it already. Got loads of work to do. I feel like there' so much to do in so little time. I feel like I don't have time to do other things.

I guess everything need to slowly settle down, but wait no...... I've got BGIC stuff to deal with. I can't wait for that to be over. I need a good rest during the holiday. For now I just need to focus on whatever need to be focus on. I need to start on my research, I need to do my daily revision, I need to do my homework, I need to do research on university and how to start on my personal statement.

I feel so busy and tired. So much and it's not just school stuff to deal with.

I guess this is what every teenager goes through.

I'm trying not to get myself involve in so much things this year. I better keep to my words.

anyway TTFN :)

Hey everyone happy new year 2011 is finally here! The new year lets everyone out there around the world to have a fresh start. It's the time to face new challenges in life and grow a little more, learn new things in life. You might regret certain things last year but forget about it already and move on.

2010 was definitely an awesome year for me. Last year was definitely a year of many changes for me. I learn to adapt new things in my life, meet lots of new wonderful friends, they are truly amazing. 2010 was also a year of growth for me, I definitely learnt a lot of new things about growing up and life. I obviously also learnt that I gotta work extra hard in form 6. It ain't easy at all! Last year I definitely make a change in my own life in the choice of my path, I am grateful to have my love ones still beside me and still loving and supporting me. It will be almost 2 years since my dad's passing. We still miss him a whole lot but we're still trying to stay strong and we are. I am grateful for the people who still continue to support and look after my family. It is a blessing indeed to have kind and genuine people around me.

Anyway new year means note new things for me to be thankful about. I can already start!

I am already thankful to be able to spend the new year with my family and thankful for the things I still have in my life. Life is indeed awesome!

This year I plan to work extra hard in school and study hard for my exams this year. I also want to save as much money as I can instead of spending them. I want to face new challenges and not fear them. I want to achieve another dream this year ( let's hope this will happen).

Anyway TTFN have a wonderful and blessed new year! Let's hope 2011 will be awesome for everyone. God bless :)

Hey y'all, 2 days ago was awesome, I celebrated my 18th b'day with a bunch of my friends. They are really amazing and they really made my day. I got to see those friends who I haven't seen in ages and also at the same time hang out with those who I enjoy their company. I got lots of presents and they are all wrapped up, you may think why am I happy about this, well it's cuz I haven't got wrapped up presents in so many years. So it's really nice to receive those wrapped up presents. It was an all smiles day for me. It was just pure awesome. I really had fun, oh they even performed "Just the way you are" for me!! My life is almost complete. I know it sounds overly dramatic.....oh well...

Yesterday we had a mini family gathering at my aunt's house. It's actually a surprise b'day party for my cousin. It was fun you know like catching up with family. I especially had a good time chatting my my aunt, Gaby. Lots of good food but too bad I can't eat. My braces were tightened and it hurts when I chew. I was so hungry! Anyway, it was fun and tiring though.

Today in church was fun too, I went to 1st service with mummy then I stayed for 2nd service and just hang out with them people.

Will be flying off to KL and Penang this coming Wednesday, I got to pack and yeah....I'm so looking forward to the trip.

Okay TTFN!

Yup that's the huge update.....okay that all........................

Kidding :P

Anyway.... so much have happened this past few weeks. My Aunt Flo and her family are back in Brunei. Her family meaning my uncle Johan and my new baby cousin Eloise. They all flew here from France, so the whole family finally got to see the new baby. She is just adorable and a bundle of joy.

Moving on, about BGIS, I got in, I will be one of the delegate next year! After a nerve wrecking "Audition" for a spot to be in BGIC, I finally got it! It's pretty exciting and now it means I got to go find a nice blazer and some smart looking clothes.

YDM recently just had their 2nd annual Parents appreciation night. It was a really fun night. I definitely did dress up, I wore my dark blue dress, put on my contact lens and also some mascara. Some people could not even recognize me, yeah I look kinda different cuz my contacts made my eyes look different. So anyway I was asked to give a short speech about my growth in YDM, and I did. So I was pretty nervous when I gave my speech. I was shaking even though I pretty much know almost everyone there. So after my speech I was told that my speech sounded like a Farewell speech and it was pretty emotional, some people even wanted to cry o_o

I was like okayyyyy............

Oh yeah also they gave out some awards for people who are active in YDM, bot my sister and I got one of the prize and the other 5 were guys. So yeah. We got a complimentary movie ticket and $3 for popcorn! Awesome right.

We took loads of picture that night, meaning it was really fun.

The day after that, some of my friends came over, they were, Bleessy, Joycie, Michlle, Emily, Caroline, Ryan and Marcus. It was really fun. We had karaoke, ate some pizza and we even play Barbie dolls. We didn't actually play them, we just dress them up. So yeah.... It was fun really fun. I want them to come over again.

Then on the following day, on Sunday, my sister was part of the Broadway musical competition. STPRI came in 1st runner up aka 2nd place. This was very surprising seeing that other school had like awesome costume and stuff, but after I analyse it, STPRI did put out an awesome performance, they had great stage presence and the plot was funny too, meaning it was good.

The whole show was really enjoyable.

Yesterday I went out with Syaf we hung out at the mall went to watch a movie and spent a whole lot of money which I feel uber guity now :S

anyway got to go. till next time...

BGIC does indeed sound like a scary thing but it will be a very good experience. I'd like to go through BGIC and see how smart people are about current situations and so much more. Let me tell you this, at this point my confidence level is very low,cuz when I look at the room just now I'm up against 22 other smart students who have better English than me. Yeah that's how low my confidence is for this thing. I've started on some research though, on the UN website and ISB's website. I'm searching for more information on YouTube too. Next year's topic will be "Women in the 21st century" it's an interesting topic. The thing is that I don't really know how BGIC works and I don't know how they're starting their speech, I'm SCARE!!

Anyway, about my history presentation, i don't know how's it coming along, well? I don't know..... Let me tell you this,my teacher definitely haven't teach us that topic yet and we're told to find out what's it about and all that stuff and make a presentation. I really hate presentation but we have to. I think for my group we've found most of the points already, we just need to put it into the power point and arrange the whole thing properly. Overall, it should be alright.

But yeah, my life has been good. Trying to work out and all that. Next week I'll try to go for a jog with my friends again. We all need to loose weight, Me and my friends we are definitely very unhealthy. We fast walked for 2 rounds and we are already feeling tired, but I tried to push them to go for a few more rounds. We're aiming to jog for 20 rounds next week, well at least I am, they planned to jog for 10 rounds only. I really need to loose weight before my early b'day celebration. I need to look good in a dress!

Speaking of dress, I need to get a new pretty dress :) ooo~~ I heard that this afternoon, there was a fire at the Mall, not sure which part but yeah, someone took a picture of smoke coming out from the top of the building, maybe it's at the food court. I hope nothing too serious though.

Let's have a recap about my life in form 6, it has a been a roller coaster ride for me. I never enjoy school this much. I really enjoy school, I'm always looking forward to school, because I've got awesome friends there and I know when I need someone to hear me out, they will always be there for me. I am really bless to have them in my life. I am honestly thankful for that. School of course can be stressful, especially for 6, cuz we've got so much to study even though I've only got 4 subjects to study but the content of each subject is like whoa!! But yeah I just seriously need to manage my time properly. In conclusion, I love it :)

I'll stop here, till next time! TTFN!

Peace- out :)