Anyway I tried to bring up the mood by listening to Michael Buble. He is awesome, he totally brought up my mood. I love how music can change a person's mood.

Just now I the afternoon, I saw Ryan on True Jackson, VP. It's a show on Nickeoldean. I only got to watch the show for like 5-10 minutes at the ending. Cuz when I found out he was on the show it's was a bit too late. Anyway when I saw him on the TV, I was jumping up and down screaming his name and my heart was beating fast. My grandparents and my cousin was staring at me weirdly and they have no idea what's going on. My mom was sorta shock with my reactions. My sis joined in with my Sheckler craziness. It was fun. I love Ryan. The thing is that he makes me frustrated sometimes because I" can't have him now. Oh well, that day will come.

Moving on, today I got myself 2 new classic books, Romeo& Juliet, and Arabian nights. Then I got a Kenny G cd and my mom got me a pair of black pants.

I hope Christmas and Christmas eve will be okay and not so sad, otherwise I'll not enjoy it.

The few thing that I'm looking forward to in this holiday are riding on a motorbike with my grandma, enjoy more shopping, go to a karaoke place and have fun with singing.

I'd like to buy more stuff but I'm running out on cash and my bag is pretty filled up. I probably need to bring a bigger bag when I come here next year.

My Christmas wish is to have Ryan tweet me, have a peaceful and joyous Christmas and have a fresh new year hopefully go to form 6 next year.

Gotta go now, got some other stuff to do.

Peace out